Awwh, i hope you do feel better soon, there is so much people out there who love you, for breaking your straight edge-ness: you were realy depressed and down, it's okay to do that if you think it will make you feel better (: you can go back to being sXe when you're feeling okay (: and always remember:
"don't listen to those who tell you you're not good enough. You are too good! ..INSERT.PIECE.OF.QUOTE.THAT.I.CAN'T.REMEMBER.HERE.. You are beautiful!" ~ Gerard Way
i honestly hope you feel better soon, i send you my love. (: