god I love this, and its scaring me so much! Its scaring me because I want things to work out with Frankie and Gerard, but then don't Frank's children deserve better, too? Gah, this is heart-wrenching, nerve-racking, absolutely beautiful writing... I can't wait for an update, and this is really always beautiful... I just hope that since Gerard trusted Frank, and he and Frank made love, that his heart and hope isn't crushed... By one of the few people who actually trusts... Xoxo Jamie