FicWad

yay! I see the ninth chapter up! Okay but before I read it I wanted to leave a comment on your response:)
No I don't think you rushed anything:) my case was "special" according to my doctors.
Um and I don't really mind you asking and I will tell you why, because I'm writing a fan fiction based on what actually happened. :::

I was sexually abused a few times before I graduated high school at sixteen, by my half brother on my dad's side.
In July, then turned 17, I was kidnapped by my half-brother and taken somewhere that I recently found out was Graniteville, SC. I did not remember getting there as he drugged me.
But there were two other girls and one boy already there when I woke up.
Over the next couple of days to a few weeks (couldn't keep track of time) there were five more girls and one more boy brought down to that dark, cold basement.
From July of 2008 to around January or February of 2009, the 10 of us were raped, tortured physically and emotionally, held at gunpoint, forced to do things with each other (mostly Danial and Timmy), burned, cut, infections, pneumonia, and all of us had apparently been previously broken in some way.
We already felt vulnerable and helpless and he knew that, I believe, and that is why he 'picked up' who he did.
Yeah, and then we were rescued. Rachel is actually still in a coma.
We were all separated and sent to different hospitals, everyone but me was forced to change their names and relocate around the country except for me, because he was my half brother.
Were not allowed to keep in contact or anything and I only found out about Rachel very recently when my Advocate accidentally let that bit of information slip.
But that is why I was in the hospital for most of 2009, and a good bit of 2010 on and off.
I had an infected burn on the inside of my lower right leg, I had pneumonia, malnourished, dehydration(not sure how that happened), a number of things also including PTSD, depression, paranoia, and Stockholme Syndrome (a certain form of the disease where you feel connection and familiar with the pain; not the person).

I'm actually turning 20 and while its been a few years, I still have to go to the hospital a good bit as I'm sick quite a lot.
And night terrors... Night terrors will just have to explain theirselves.

Oh cool! I thought that that was you! I gotta try and see if my phone will stop being bipolar for a minute so I can recomment on lj :) and I totally have to mem this as soon as I can figure out how, lol:)

Here I goes to read, xoxo Jamie (emocutter91 on lj so you know who I am when I suddenly start commenting)