Aww hon, I'm sorry to hear that's going on at home.
If you ever need to rant more you can email me kristi699@live.com or there's also a chain letter going on at Mibba called Dear Somebody... The point being to write out your feelings to someone.
That shit can be hard and when you can't be happy at home... it's hard to be happy anywhere else.
I agree with the others. You've always got this site and people here work hard to be supportive. Stay strong. :)