I never usually let him I was trying to escape him but he caught me -.- I'm so sorry to hear that. God I sound so selfish moaning about christmas -facepalm- bad Rosie bad! I nearly lost my nan and I don't know how I would cope if she did go she had breast cancer too. You don't have to update unless you really want to. I know it's a tough time. My nan's best friend died last year and I feel so empty without her. Last time I saw her was about 6 months before she died and I was going to visit her sooner but I didn't get enough time. She was about 16 miles away from me. I never got to say goodbye and she wasn't technically family but we always treated her like she was family. She used to stay for christmas and I really miss her. She used to have photos of everyone around her house and I loved the smell of her house and I still can't really believe she's gone. My mum was crying like hell at the funeral. Oh great I';m crying now. Why am I crying?!?!?! You're nan is dying!! Stop being stupid and self centered Rosie!!!!!! ¬_¬
Rosie :)
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Please don`t feel bad, it isn`t your fault! I`m not looking forwrd to christams eihter, haven`t been for ages though. I`m sorry to hear about your loss, I am so sorry. I was going to update it today, but wrote a little oneshot "The closest anyone ever comes to perfection in in death" instesd. it features kiljoys, and I know you don`t really like them that much, but it`d make my day if you read it and let me know if it was ok or not. Don`t feel you have to though..
I`m staying up pretty much all night, can`t sleep and have bad dreeams so I`m looking up hair tutorials and make up ones on good ol youtube. Found a few I like. I sound like a total wierdo, don`t I? I keep textign dad but he is still at hopstial, he hasn`t conracted me all day and Im pretty pissed. I deserve to know.
I`ll try to get heaven help us up tommorow, if I can. but there is someone comign to see the house so we have to tidy it up. My room is a state. So i mihgt not be able to. I hope this guy makes an offer on the house, I don`t like him though, he is really sleezy. He seen the before and wants to see it again and last time we saw him he kept starign at mine and my mums breasts. i was just like get the fuck out!
Callum came round today to try and cheer me up a bit, he liked my nan as well and is sad too. Hope your alright
xoxodakota