Oh... I know it wont help anything but... I'm so sorry. I can't imagine anything you're going through. Still; things are going to be alright. Maybe it was her time to go. You, however, still got some living to do. Live you life for her.
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Thank you so much for the kind words. And maybe you were right, maybe it was her time. I'll definately do enough living for the both of us, even though she won't be here.