OMG so I was listening to this awesomely sad song called Sloe Burn by Atreyu while reading this, and they say in the chorus "I know that it's killing me" and I'm just like "omg psychic." Anyways, I'm surprised that I didn't bawl my eyes out. I absolutely loved this story. It was probably one of the best fanfictions I've ever read. Honestly, keep writing. You're amazing at writing.