I make excited noises when you update :) Awh poor Brendon, and now Alex knows but Alex is gonna end up dead or cheating on Brendon and after this chapter i don't think i can manage either of those things happening to B.
God this story is so good, i think i'd cry if you ever quit. it's just so amazingly written.
I think Ryan has to get a little better for him ti get with Brendon, but that's just my opinion, cos otherwise all i can see is B being too 'damaged' to handle Ryan's problems too.
But seriously THIS CHAPTER. My heart melts.