you don't have to apologize. shit happens, & i really do hope things get better for you. you seriously need to report that dude. he's threatening you, & that shit's not cool. as long as you have proof, cops usually take that shit seriously. or at least where i live they do...
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Thanks, it's starting to. And about the guy, he sent me plenty of nasty texts, but the threat of rape actually had happened on a call. It would be my word against his. :( I think I'll just ignore him because he hasn't sent anything lately.
But things are getting better and my techno career is taking off :) I'm going to have my CDs for sale at a local store and I'm psyched :D