Sweetheart, you are wonderful. Please don't doubt your writing abilities. I love reading your fanfictions. I haven't come across one that I'm unhappy with (excepts a few of your one-shots, those I wish we're longer and multi chaptered because they're so friggin good.) I don't know what to say about panic attacks, I've never experienced those, but I'd you ever need someone to vent to or a shoulder to trans-Internet cry on, I'm on ficwad usually between 9:30 and 11:00. And I love Trying to Escape the Inevitable. Whatever you do with that I'm sure will be awesome. I'm seriously in love with that and with this story, and I can't remember if I read your new story yet. I will soon if I haven't. And whatever floats your boat with the brain cells. I'd happily read another story with them or read another story without them. I would have to see how you do it to know if it will work twice, but I'm sure that everything will turn out fine. Also, have you ever heard the song "Snails" by The Format? I was listening to it earlier and it reminded me of this story. I'm looking forward to tomorrow's update and I hope you feel better soon!