never kill those brain cells! they are a huge part of BMD. gerard would be lost without them! oh and here are a few things i need to tell you.
1. you are the most amazing, dedicated author on ficwad ive every known. your stories are absolutely great.
2. trying to escape the inevitable is my most FAVORITE story ever. i cant wait until your next update.
3. also about trying to escape the inevitable, please, please, please take your time. not for the sake of the story, but for you. the panic attacks must be dreadful. im so so sorry. i really do love the story, but it can wait. good health comes before anything.