This is so fucked up yet at the same time so original. Most stories have someone off themselves simply because they're depressed or can't take it anymore, or something of the sort. Yet you turn it into something very much different, and take us awawy from the everyday. You make it so that the only reason that she kills herself is because she wanted to distract herself from the nothingness. One small thing I am wondering, where did she get the pocketknife from?
Either way, this thing is fucking aamzing!