Beautiful, even though you scared the Hell out of me.
I may not know you and Ben, but you guys seem very happy together. Ben is quite an amazing individual from what I gather, and you're lucky to have him. He loves 'ya shit loads, yanno? I hope anything bad that happens between you guys gets better ASAP, because two awesome people like yourselves deserve to be as happy as can be.
Hoping not to sound stalkerish,
Anna