Everyone already said everything I was going to.
Ben, everyone here loves you. Seriously. Like, I really wanna move to where ever you are just so I can hang out with you and Nate. You guys are that awesome.
I'm fairly certain this was about you, however much I wish it wasn't. I'm glad about the last part of it, how you said you'd never turn back to that.
I know it might not seem like it, but Ben honey, Everything's gonna be okay. Maybe not now, maybe not ten years from now, but eventually, everything's gonna be okay.
Just remember that.
oh, and if you EVER need to talk, about anything,like, even if you want to discuss the Zombie Apocalypse of 2014 (Its coming.) or something random like that, my email is mikeywaysunicorns@gmail.com
xxIzzy