Honey, we all care on here. Please don't think you're alone- you're not, even if it really feels like it. I really know the kind of thing your talking about, because hell, I feel like that most days too.
But you know what? You're really strong. I know you might feel terrible sometimes, but you're carrying on, and I know it might be hard to see it yourself right now, but that is an incredibly courageous thing to do, okay?
I really admire you for continuing going to school, getting out of bed, all that- to someone else, it might sound like the easiest thing in the world, but I know how fucking hard it can be. I've missed over a year and a half of school because I have clinical anxiety and depression, so trust me, I really do know what you're feeling, even if it's slightly different.
I know how hard it is. I know how shit it makes you feel. But it will get better. I promise. I don't mean suddenly everything will be perfect, but slowly, it will improve. You can do it.
Keep getting out of bed, keep trying. And every time you make the effort, tell yourself the truth; that you're amazing and you can do this.
Stay strong, never give in. You ARE cared about, okay?
Feel free to email me: cosmiczombie@hotmail.co.uk I'm not just saying that or anything- I'd be happy to talk if you want :)
CosmicZombie xo
P.S. Shit, that was a pretty long review...sorry if I've annoyed you.
Author's response
Dude, you didn't annoy me at all, in fact it nearly made me cry. Thank you so much, and you know what, you are pretty damn strong and awesome too. It's nice to find someone who actually just - gets it, ya know. Just thank you, for caring and I may email you soon. Thank you,xo