I know exactly what you mean about being irrelevant. I need to do something to make a difference in this world too. It's horrible, I just feel like life is dragging and something needs to be done about it!
And don't say stuff about yourself! Ugly is a label put on people by those who are insecure! I would hardly believe that you have an extra nose or anything. Everyone has beauty inside them!
And like KelseyChem says, please email me; rlgrant@gmail.com. We can talk anytime. I might not reply right away, but I will always reply. I promise. You have a family here, which is something I never realised. I was amazed at how many people here stick up for each other.
Kia Kaha. BleedingValentine xx