I love your writing so much. Every word just carries so much weight, and they pull me under so deeply that I have trouble surfacing afterwards and writing any kind of intelligent sounding review. All of that intensity makes it almost difficult to string together lesser words to describe it. I don't know that I'll ever really show you how I feel about your stories for that reason.
On a different note, thank you for having the courage to write this down and post this online. I read fanfiction every day, but I never post any because I'm too afraid of criticism. But you have no fears. You just spill some dark, deep shit all over a word document and stir it around until it all makes too much sense, and then you present it to the world like "Here it is". I hope you realize that your writing is so perfect. I really, really do. Don't ever doubt it. And please don't ever stop.