Oh God,this story (all of your stories really) are so - I don't know- perfect! They always manage to hit me right in the feels ;o I just can't help but feel miserable together with Gerard and I behaved like a sexually frustrated fangirl and almost puked rainbows (which I am now you think of it) when you described the kiss between them in this and the previous chapter.
The day this story will end will be a very sad day o.O