Don't feel like you've let us down, getting better is way more important. I pray you don't skip back into the old habit like I did. Please just concentrate on getting better. Dry your eyes I'm thinking of you xo
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I'm so close right now into falling back into an old habit. Right now, all I want is to be cuddled up to my boyfriend, but he is out, drinking, enjoying the New Year celebrations. I hope I will have something in a couple of days for you guys to read