I can't say that I've ever read that one. :/ You could always check here.
http://frerardfics.tumblr.com/
or here.
http://frerardforthemasses.tumblr.com/
You may have to do a little bit of digging, but, they might have what you're looking for. If they don't have it in the reclist, you could ask them about it.
Sorry, if this didn't help at all. :/ Good luck, doll!