Don't worry, I feel the same way.
I don't think I will fully be able to believe it until Mikey himself verifies it however the evidence is unfortunately overwhelming.
And as embarrassing as it is to admit this, I just cried to my Mum about it because I've looked up to Mikey since I was like 10 years old. It devistated me to find out that a man who has said that he doesn't fuck groupies and doesn't condone this behaviour would go and do something like that. I am so utterly confused as to whether I still want to admire him and I feel as if I should be ashamed about still looking up to him.
Sorry to rant :(