You guys are not doing this.
Stop it.
Seriously. Stop it with the guilt trips, and the "it's all my fault." episodes. It's NO ONES FAULT, OK? Don't sit around and feel bad for something that you can't change. Do you really thing Mia wants you to feel like this?
Please, just... if you are planning to hurt yourself, don't.
Don't do it. Don't fucking try. I can't take this anymore. I love you guys so much, and it hurts so bad to see all this stuff happen.
Just focus on Mia getting better, okay?
Please. I love you, dude.