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but this isn't how you get happiness!

it

is
not
the
solution
dammit

i guess i can't do anything but watch. i wish i could teleport myslef to your side and hug you now. show you how much i care

if you desire happiness then work on achieving it. don't throw your chances away by doing this.
you need help drew
please let someone help you. go to a hospital, a therapist, your mom, a fucking alien
i don't care, just someone who's able to help you. you're too wonderful for this.
it kills me to see you this way and i want you to be happy too. just not this false happiness. pills don't help...they feign happiness and let you fall

i know your life isn't easy. but

but

there's just so much to live for that you don't realize yet.

i'm your friend. i'm always there for you.
and so i worry
a whole lot
and i want you to get the help you need. because you need someone and i'm sadly not able to teleport. so please talk to someone.
how are you feeling right now? i guess the rest will have to wait. how are you right now?

xo k