Oh Ari!!! I am sooo sorry I haven't said this sooner:
You are an amazing and strong person. You deserve the best life that this messed-up world can throw at you. Don't let anyone deny you that. Not even your Dad.
Family is someone who cares for you, and about you. They might not even be related, but they care. Family is NOT someone who beats an amazing person just because they can't handle the liquid that they shovel down their own throughts.
Find refuge with your REAL family. They will look after you!!