Nikki, don't ever, ever feel like this is childish crap. It's not. I totally get how you feel. When my betta Mikey died, . . . I cried for hours.
I love animals and I can tell you do too. I'm so sorry Roderick died. I hate to sound negative, but their won't be another fish like him. That's okay though. I hope he has a nice burial and everything.
xx Kitty
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It just feels childish...
I know there won't be, and I don't want to replace him because that's impossible. I've tried that before.
A burial? With family like mine? He'll be lucky to have his body removed from that pond. My family are heartless cunts.
xoxo