omg this was incredible, its definitely one of my favourite fics now. oh god I was not prepared for the major character death whatsoever but the end kinda left it open that Gerard might not have actually died and so just asfdghjkl this was so well written you are very talented!
also the sex scenes were SO hot so kudos on that :P and just gah this fic kept making me want to read on and that is a very good sign of an awesome fic! I hope you keep writing b/c holy fuck you definitely have a talent for it!!
I don't think I quite managed to say everything I wanted to say on this but just ahh this was amazing!