As everyone is saying; we're here for you doll
If you need to (or even want to) rant just email me samlikessheep@gmail.com
Because suicide isn't the answer. Yeah life may totally suck, but at least you know theres a chance of it getting better; as for death. You have no idea if its better or worse than right now. I'm not trying to contradict you, but think about it, why lust for something so bad, when you don't even know what its like? When you know your leaving everything behind, to chance yourself into a worse reality.
Even though you're new, I don't want to see you do this. Alright?