This goddamn story has literally taken over my life, and i'm very, very happy about it. The entire fic is beautifully written(not gonna lie i cried a couple times, but damn, that one part when Frank said that when he died he wanted to hold Gerard's hand and when he got the difference between not wanting to die and wanting to live, i lost it) I CAN"T EVEN EXPRESS HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME xD seriously, emotional rollercoaster. It should be a book, or a movie, or like a graphic novel or something, because The First of the Gang to Die is better than like 99% of any YA novel ever, its amazing and i am a very happy fangirl having read it. The plot is just so original and gory and fluffy and smutty and EVERYTHING PERFECT IN BETWEEN, and it felt like i was watching a movie with every chapter i read. I've already read it twice and i plan to read it at least another hundred times before i die. This is definitely the best fanfic i've ever read. Thanks for giving me such an incredible chance to read such an incredible piece of work :)