Wow. I, uh...wow. This was...disturbing, yet beautifully written. The way you worded this...I'm speechless. You are an amazing writer, and the topics you choose to write about are fearless. You are WAY too good to just be writing on a small web-site. PLEASE tell me that you have a book published somewhere. You deserve it WAY more than some authors. God...I'm off to read more of your work. I'm favoriting you as an author, though.