This is hard for me to review. It is beautifully written but to me there is so much sadness in the world that finds me I just can't make myself so looking for it. Without Gerard's voice this world would be too dark. Oh crap now I'm depressed again. That does make you a very powerful writer. Isn't it amazing what mere words can do.
I know how you feel; it was hard for me to write this, because I don't know what I'd do if it actually happened. The ache would be forever. Thank you for reviewing though; it means a lot to me.