Oh my god! My heart started to do this really weird flippy thing... I totally imagined the band breaking up for real, and I cried. Well, not seriously, but I was definitely contemplating it.
The end was happy... in a really depressing, emo sort of way! :)
Even though I was sad, I was kind of happy? I don't know. I was kind of feeling what Alice was. Weird eh? No, that just means you're an awesome writer!