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*Frankie's POV*
I woke up from unconciousness not really sure what was going on. I tried opening my eyes but it was too bright. I tried to shield my eyes but there was something keeping from.
I finally open my eyes squinting and struggling to focus. I grunted causing something to come into my vision. As my eyes focus, I see to gorgeous hazel eyes staring back and me. These eyes were filled with sadness but suddenly brightened when they realized I was awake. I couldn't figure out who it was.
The person attached to me hugged me tightly which caused me to gasp in pain. I hurt all over. I didnt know what happened to me. I couldnt remember.
"O sorry Frankie," mumbled the person who hugged me. I recognized the voice, but counldnt place it.
I tried to respond but it only came out as a mumble. My mouth felt like sandpaper. I grunted and the person turned to me. He grabbed something from the bedside table. I soon found that it was water.
He helped me drink.
"Who are you?" I asked the man next to me.
He looked at me confused.
"I dont remember anything," I told him.
He looked at me with sorrow in his eyes. "I'm Gerard, I am one of your friends.
*Flash Back*
"Hey man" He said snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Hey Gee" I said shyly smiling up at him.
We were at school. He was my friend and he didn't even know what went on when he wasn't around. in fact he was my best friend.
"So what are your plans for today" He said smiling and knowing what my answer would be.
"Nothing" I said which was half of what I usually said. I had a feeling that today was going to be different. I felt that something was going to happen.
"Well thats unusual. Wanna come over after school."
"Uh, sure but I have to go home first." There it was again. I had a pang of uneasiness.I knew something was going to happen.
"OK see ya later then." The bell had rung and I hadn't realized it.
*Flashback ends*
"I remember you," I said not realizing I said it."what happened. Why do I hurt so much," I said.I struggled because my mouth started feeling like sandpaper again.
"Uh, well I'm not sure your ready to know. Your not stable medical wise. Id rather wait for the doctors OK," He said,uneasiness visible on his face and in his eyes.
I looked at him with pleading eyes. I didnt even have to say anything, he gave in easily.
"Fine, but if you die its not my fault." He said with a serious tone. His facial feature were hardened. But before he continued he relaxed and softened. His eyes showed his thought. He wasnt sure how to tell me.
I had a feeling this wasnt going to be good.
"Well," He continued, "as far as I know, a man showed up at your house, and killed your mother. I'm going to assume that he beat you, because you have several contusion on your body, plus a huge gash on you leg and head. You also have some brain damage." He said trying not to show is sadness.
"O," I said shocked. It was all I could say. I didn't know what else to say or what to do. I just sat back thinking.
*Flashback*
When I get to my house I see an unfamiliar car in the driveway. I live alone with my mother. My mother told me that my father had died in a car accident.I didn't know how much of it was true.
I walk into the door and throw my bag to the side. I walk into the living room only to see a fist being thrown my way. It crashes into the side of my face. I cry our in pain.
My eyes are closed when I feel a foot slam into my side. Art this point I realized that I had fallen on the floor. I could here my mom screaming at whoever it was that was beating me.
The person stops. My mom runs by my side and helps me up to the couch. After regaining my composure and blocking the pain I open my eyes/ I see the eyes of a man. These eyes were full of hatred. He smells like booze.
"WHO the fuck do you think you are to come in here and beat on me, when I don't even know who the fuck you are." I said screaming at the man.
he seems taken back by the fact that I screamed at him. screaming was a bad idea because he throws another punch at me hitting my in the stomach.
"I'm your fucking father you piece of shit." I look at him with wide eyes and then at my mother with shock.
"Your dead" I replied very calmly so that I wouldn't get hit again.
"I dead, I'm dead" He said straining his voice. "So thats what you mother has told you. That I'm dead. Well boy I'm not. She left me when I was unconscious in a coma." He said. His tone dripping with poison.
I turned to my mom, shocked, I said"You fucking lied to me. How could you lie to me."
"I lied because of this. because I left this. I left his drunkenness. I left his beatings. I didn't want you to grow up like this. But he found us and he wont leave." Her voice was shaking as well as her body.
I already hated my father. I didn't like when my mother was scared.
I went to leave only to be flung back on the couch by my father. "Where the fuck do you think your going."
"leaving. I'm leaving this house and so are you. Go get in your fucking car and leave and never come back. Forget about us and get some fucking help you bastard. Your not my father. My father is dead. Now leave or I will either call the police or drag you out unconscious." I said to him. I felt an intense pain and blacked out.
I woke up on the floor of my room. I felt an intense pain and remember what a happened. I go to get up but only fall back down. I saw a huge gash on my leg. I was freaking out because I didn't know how long I was out.
I looked over at my clock. It read 8 pm. It was only a few hours that I had been out.
I felt phone vibrate in my pocket. When i pulled it out I saw it was a text from Gerard.
"Where the fuck were you yesterday- Gee"
I texted back
"yesterday? - Frank
"Yea, yesterday. You never came over yesterday and you weren't at school today. - Gee"
i started freaking again and tried to get up. this time I succeeded.
I texted him back
"Call the police and come to my house. don't ask ?s just do it- Frank
All this time I wanted to die and I almost did. I realized then that I didn't want to I just wanted the pain to go away and I wanted to live.
I walk down the stairs cautiously. I turn into the living room. I fell on the floor sobbing. On the couch was my mom.
*Flashback ends*
I felt hot tears stream down my face. I felt the bad beside me move as Gerard got on the back. He wrapped his arm around me and wiped my tears from my face.
I sat in his arms not able to move and cried. I cried until I felt myself slip into unconsciousness again.
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I woke up from unconciousness not really sure what was going on. I tried opening my eyes but it was too bright. I tried to shield my eyes but there was something keeping from.
I finally open my eyes squinting and struggling to focus. I grunted causing something to come into my vision. As my eyes focus, I see to gorgeous hazel eyes staring back and me. These eyes were filled with sadness but suddenly brightened when they realized I was awake. I couldn't figure out who it was.
The person attached to me hugged me tightly which caused me to gasp in pain. I hurt all over. I didnt know what happened to me. I couldnt remember.
"O sorry Frankie," mumbled the person who hugged me. I recognized the voice, but counldnt place it.
I tried to respond but it only came out as a mumble. My mouth felt like sandpaper. I grunted and the person turned to me. He grabbed something from the bedside table. I soon found that it was water.
He helped me drink.
"Who are you?" I asked the man next to me.
He looked at me confused.
"I dont remember anything," I told him.
He looked at me with sorrow in his eyes. "I'm Gerard, I am one of your friends.
*Flash Back*
"Hey man" He said snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Hey Gee" I said shyly smiling up at him.
We were at school. He was my friend and he didn't even know what went on when he wasn't around. in fact he was my best friend.
"So what are your plans for today" He said smiling and knowing what my answer would be.
"Nothing" I said which was half of what I usually said. I had a feeling that today was going to be different. I felt that something was going to happen.
"Well thats unusual. Wanna come over after school."
"Uh, sure but I have to go home first." There it was again. I had a pang of uneasiness.I knew something was going to happen.
"OK see ya later then." The bell had rung and I hadn't realized it.
*Flashback ends*
"I remember you," I said not realizing I said it."what happened. Why do I hurt so much," I said.I struggled because my mouth started feeling like sandpaper again.
"Uh, well I'm not sure your ready to know. Your not stable medical wise. Id rather wait for the doctors OK," He said,uneasiness visible on his face and in his eyes.
I looked at him with pleading eyes. I didnt even have to say anything, he gave in easily.
"Fine, but if you die its not my fault." He said with a serious tone. His facial feature were hardened. But before he continued he relaxed and softened. His eyes showed his thought. He wasnt sure how to tell me.
I had a feeling this wasnt going to be good.
"Well," He continued, "as far as I know, a man showed up at your house, and killed your mother. I'm going to assume that he beat you, because you have several contusion on your body, plus a huge gash on you leg and head. You also have some brain damage." He said trying not to show is sadness.
"O," I said shocked. It was all I could say. I didn't know what else to say or what to do. I just sat back thinking.
*Flashback*
When I get to my house I see an unfamiliar car in the driveway. I live alone with my mother. My mother told me that my father had died in a car accident.I didn't know how much of it was true.
I walk into the door and throw my bag to the side. I walk into the living room only to see a fist being thrown my way. It crashes into the side of my face. I cry our in pain.
My eyes are closed when I feel a foot slam into my side. Art this point I realized that I had fallen on the floor. I could here my mom screaming at whoever it was that was beating me.
The person stops. My mom runs by my side and helps me up to the couch. After regaining my composure and blocking the pain I open my eyes/ I see the eyes of a man. These eyes were full of hatred. He smells like booze.
"WHO the fuck do you think you are to come in here and beat on me, when I don't even know who the fuck you are." I said screaming at the man.
he seems taken back by the fact that I screamed at him. screaming was a bad idea because he throws another punch at me hitting my in the stomach.
"I'm your fucking father you piece of shit." I look at him with wide eyes and then at my mother with shock.
"Your dead" I replied very calmly so that I wouldn't get hit again.
"I dead, I'm dead" He said straining his voice. "So thats what you mother has told you. That I'm dead. Well boy I'm not. She left me when I was unconscious in a coma." He said. His tone dripping with poison.
I turned to my mom, shocked, I said"You fucking lied to me. How could you lie to me."
"I lied because of this. because I left this. I left his drunkenness. I left his beatings. I didn't want you to grow up like this. But he found us and he wont leave." Her voice was shaking as well as her body.
I already hated my father. I didn't like when my mother was scared.
I went to leave only to be flung back on the couch by my father. "Where the fuck do you think your going."
"leaving. I'm leaving this house and so are you. Go get in your fucking car and leave and never come back. Forget about us and get some fucking help you bastard. Your not my father. My father is dead. Now leave or I will either call the police or drag you out unconscious." I said to him. I felt an intense pain and blacked out.
I woke up on the floor of my room. I felt an intense pain and remember what a happened. I go to get up but only fall back down. I saw a huge gash on my leg. I was freaking out because I didn't know how long I was out.
I looked over at my clock. It read 8 pm. It was only a few hours that I had been out.
I felt phone vibrate in my pocket. When i pulled it out I saw it was a text from Gerard.
"Where the fuck were you yesterday- Gee"
I texted back
"yesterday? - Frank
"Yea, yesterday. You never came over yesterday and you weren't at school today. - Gee"
i started freaking again and tried to get up. this time I succeeded.
I texted him back
"Call the police and come to my house. don't ask ?s just do it- Frank
All this time I wanted to die and I almost did. I realized then that I didn't want to I just wanted the pain to go away and I wanted to live.
I walk down the stairs cautiously. I turn into the living room. I fell on the floor sobbing. On the couch was my mom.
*Flashback ends*
I felt hot tears stream down my face. I felt the bad beside me move as Gerard got on the back. He wrapped his arm around me and wiped my tears from my face.
I sat in his arms not able to move and cried. I cried until I felt myself slip into unconsciousness again.
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I was thinking of adding vampires but im not sure anymore.
Opinions please??
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