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!!!!!Chapter 5!!!!!
Hilary's eye landed on Billy, “whoa what?!” she said in shock
“Hilary I love you” Billy said repeating himself looking into her eyes
Hilary pulled away from Billy, “Billy you are talking crazy! You must be mistaking” she said gazing off to the side avoiding Billy’s look.
Billy laughed, “I know you think its crazy but I'm telling you the truth... I love you Hilary more than anything in the world...” he said smiling
“Billy I think you had way too much to drink. It’s going to your head!” Hilary said looking at him weirdly
Billy shook his head, “no Hilary I really love you” he said placing his hand on her cheek making her look at him, “I really do”
“No you don't Billy stop feeding me your lies!” she said as her eyes landed on Billy’s eyes
Billy smiled and leaned in kissing her on the lips. Hilary was tense at first hesitating whether or not to kiss back but she did. A couple minutes later Hilary snapped back into reality and pushed Billy away, “I... I uh... I have to go” she said getting up quickly and started walking or more like stumbling back towards the beach house
Billy turned around watching her sighing to himself and went back to watching the sunset
((Outside The Beach House))
Hilary reached the beach house and saw Tiffany talking to Joel and Savannah. She walked up grabbing onto Tiffany, “Tiffany I'm ready to leave. Can we go now?” she asked looking behind her to see if Billy was coming.
Tiffany looked at Hilary, “yeah we can. Is something wrong?” she asked
“Umm no I just got to get back to Kandy...” Hilary said making up a lie, “and I'm really tired”
“Alright. See ya two later!” Tiffany said taking her keys out of her purse
Hilary waved goodbye to Savannah and Joel as her and Tiffany walked to the car. They got in and headed to Hilary's house.
((Outside Hilary's House))
Tiffany pulled into Hilary's driveway, “alright we're here!” she said looking at Hilary smiling
“Thanks Tiff” she said about ready to open the door but stopped, “Tiff something weird happened...” she said
Tiffany looked at her confused, “like what?” she asked watching Hilary.
“I was sitting down in the sand watching the sunset and Billy showed up and...” she paused and looked at Tiffany, “he told me he loved me!”
Tiffany’s mouth dropped open, “what? Are you serious!” she exclaimed
“Yeah and he kissed me!” Hilary said looking at Tiffany, “his lips touched mine!”
Tiffany looked at her with her eyes wide open, “oh my gosh Hilary this is so messed up! I wonder what he was thinking?”
Hilary shrugged, “who knows. But yeah we'll talk about this more later okay?” she said opening her door
Alright talk to you later Hil! Bye!” Tiffany said waving to her as Hilary got out
“Bye Tiff, I love you” she said closing the door and walked into her house as Tiffany pulled out of the driveway and headed home.
Hilary walked inside the house and headed to Kandy's nursery. She walked in seeing Kandy asleep and walked out and into her own room.
She threw her stilettos and handbag on the floor and crawled in bed falling asleep.
((The Next Morning))
Hilary woke up with the sunlight shining in her room. She tired opening her eyes but closed them from the light blinding her. She rolled over groaning as she rubbed her eyes. She sighed getting up. The event that happened last night came flooding back to her. Hilary put her face in her hands, “God last night was so messed up!” she said to herself as she got off the bed.
She walked out of her room and headed downstairs to see if her mom and Kandy were awake. She walked into the kitchen where her mom was feeding Kandy, “hey mom!” she said kissing her on the cheek
“Hey hunny did you have fun last night?” her mother ask as she fed Kandy
Hilary walked up to Kandy, “yeah it was okay” she said kissing Kandy on the cheek
“That’s wonderful. I'm glad you had a good time” her mom said continuing to feed Kandy.
Hilary took a seat next to Kandy. She looked over at her mom, “something totally weird happened last night though and I'm a little freaked out...”
Her mom looked over at her, ”what happened dear?” she asked
“Well Billy told me that” she said taking a pause, “Billy told me he loved me” she said looking at her mom
“Oh wow. Did he mean it or was he joking?” she asked
Hilary sighed looking at her hands, “I think he meant it. Its just freaking weird... I don't know what to do... I'm so confused.” she said looking at her mom, “mom do you know how long I've waited for Billy to tell me that he loves me?” she asked
Hilary mom nodded her head looking at her daughter, “yes darling I know but you can’t give your hopes up. You have to think about everything before you do anything... because there could be a possible chance that he could be lying or whatever. You'll just have to look into it and decide your feelings as well and how it would affect Kandy.”
“Yeah I know what you mean...” she said sighing, “well I don't know what to do... I mean I'm getting ready to leave for Detroit to go to college but I'm having this battle with myself on not going because I want Billy to be in Kandy's life... she needs a father figure to look up to and stuff but at the same time it kills me to have Billy around because of my feelings for him that I still have...”
“I know darling its going to be a tough decision...” her mother said looking at her, “and the fact that you're leaving Tiffany and Joel behind too... darling just do what you want to do okay? Don't let anybody else influence you decision...”
“Alright mom” Hilary said getting up, “thanks so much” she said hugging her, “I’m going upstairs to take a shower if you need me let me know”
Hilary's mom smiled, “alright dear. I'll see you in a little bit” she said going back to feeding Kandy
Hilary kissed Kandy on the cheek before walking out of the kitchen and heading upstairs into her room. Once Hilary got into her room she grabbed some clothes before getting in the shower. She took a nice long hot shower and got out putting on her clean clothes. She also dried and fixed her hair before coming out. She came out wearing blue capris that said Candies on the butt and a white baby doll shirt with white wedges on her feet. She sat down hearing the doorbell ring, “that must be Joel or Tiffany” Hilary said out load to herself as she sat on her bed falling back lying on her back.
Hilary heard footsteps walking up the steps and coming towards her room. She also heard noises that sounded like Kandy. She sighed to herself as her door opened. She sat up looking to see how it was. It was the one person she didn't want to see right now holding her daughter, “hey Billy.. Umm what are you doing here?” she asked
“Hey Hil” he said walking up and setting Kandy on the floor giving her some toys to play with and sat down next to Hilary on her bed, “I came to talk to you...”
Hilary turned to the side looking at Billy, “okay about what?” she asked even though she knew it had to be about last night
“About last night” he said sighing, “I know you probably think I'm a freak and I didn't mean what I said last night but I honestly did mean what I said”
Hilary started glancing around the room trying to avoid his glance, “no you don't Billy. You need to stop messing with me!” she said calmly
Billy put his hand under chin turning her head so she was looking at him, “Hilary I'm not messing with you okay? I love you... I really do and I think you should give me another chance”
Hilary pulled away, “Billy you don't deserve another chance! You had your chances”
“Hilary I know and I'm sorry that I was stupid and put you through all this but I wanna make it right.” he said messing with his hands looking at her, “we can take it slow and start from the beginning... and if you don't want to be with me then I'll leave you alone and act like none of this happened.”
Hilary looked at him hesitating on what to say, “I... I don't know...”
“Please Hilary. If you wont do it for me then do it for Kandy's sake...” he said looking over at Kandy and then back at her
“Billy I really don't know if I should” she said hesitating
Billy sighed, “Alright then I'll make a deal with you. Let me take you on one date and if you have fun we'll continue and try to make it work and if you don't then we'll just leave it be. How does that sound?” he asked
Hilary looked at Kandy who was sitting on the floor playing with her toys, “alright I can try that” she said as she looked at Billy.
“Awesome! Thanks so much Hilary” he said smiling as he pulled her into a hug
Hilary forced a smile hugging him back and pulled away, “alright so I'll see you...”
“Friday night” Billy said standing up walking over to Kandy
“Okay I'll see you Friday night” she said with a small smile as she watched Billy.
Billy picked Kandy up hugging her and kissed her on the cheek, “bye baby! I'll see you tomorrow” he said kissing her one last time before handing her to Hilary, “I’ll see you later Hil. Bye” he said as he walked out her room.
Hilary watched as he disappeared and turned her attention to Kandy who was in her arms, “god what did I get myself into” she thought to herself as she walked out of her room heading downstairs.
Hilary's eye landed on Billy, “whoa what?!” she said in shock
“Hilary I love you” Billy said repeating himself looking into her eyes
Hilary pulled away from Billy, “Billy you are talking crazy! You must be mistaking” she said gazing off to the side avoiding Billy’s look.
Billy laughed, “I know you think its crazy but I'm telling you the truth... I love you Hilary more than anything in the world...” he said smiling
“Billy I think you had way too much to drink. It’s going to your head!” Hilary said looking at him weirdly
Billy shook his head, “no Hilary I really love you” he said placing his hand on her cheek making her look at him, “I really do”
“No you don't Billy stop feeding me your lies!” she said as her eyes landed on Billy’s eyes
Billy smiled and leaned in kissing her on the lips. Hilary was tense at first hesitating whether or not to kiss back but she did. A couple minutes later Hilary snapped back into reality and pushed Billy away, “I... I uh... I have to go” she said getting up quickly and started walking or more like stumbling back towards the beach house
Billy turned around watching her sighing to himself and went back to watching the sunset
((Outside The Beach House))
Hilary reached the beach house and saw Tiffany talking to Joel and Savannah. She walked up grabbing onto Tiffany, “Tiffany I'm ready to leave. Can we go now?” she asked looking behind her to see if Billy was coming.
Tiffany looked at Hilary, “yeah we can. Is something wrong?” she asked
“Umm no I just got to get back to Kandy...” Hilary said making up a lie, “and I'm really tired”
“Alright. See ya two later!” Tiffany said taking her keys out of her purse
Hilary waved goodbye to Savannah and Joel as her and Tiffany walked to the car. They got in and headed to Hilary's house.
((Outside Hilary's House))
Tiffany pulled into Hilary's driveway, “alright we're here!” she said looking at Hilary smiling
“Thanks Tiff” she said about ready to open the door but stopped, “Tiff something weird happened...” she said
Tiffany looked at her confused, “like what?” she asked watching Hilary.
“I was sitting down in the sand watching the sunset and Billy showed up and...” she paused and looked at Tiffany, “he told me he loved me!”
Tiffany’s mouth dropped open, “what? Are you serious!” she exclaimed
“Yeah and he kissed me!” Hilary said looking at Tiffany, “his lips touched mine!”
Tiffany looked at her with her eyes wide open, “oh my gosh Hilary this is so messed up! I wonder what he was thinking?”
Hilary shrugged, “who knows. But yeah we'll talk about this more later okay?” she said opening her door
Alright talk to you later Hil! Bye!” Tiffany said waving to her as Hilary got out
“Bye Tiff, I love you” she said closing the door and walked into her house as Tiffany pulled out of the driveway and headed home.
Hilary walked inside the house and headed to Kandy's nursery. She walked in seeing Kandy asleep and walked out and into her own room.
She threw her stilettos and handbag on the floor and crawled in bed falling asleep.
((The Next Morning))
Hilary woke up with the sunlight shining in her room. She tired opening her eyes but closed them from the light blinding her. She rolled over groaning as she rubbed her eyes. She sighed getting up. The event that happened last night came flooding back to her. Hilary put her face in her hands, “God last night was so messed up!” she said to herself as she got off the bed.
She walked out of her room and headed downstairs to see if her mom and Kandy were awake. She walked into the kitchen where her mom was feeding Kandy, “hey mom!” she said kissing her on the cheek
“Hey hunny did you have fun last night?” her mother ask as she fed Kandy
Hilary walked up to Kandy, “yeah it was okay” she said kissing Kandy on the cheek
“That’s wonderful. I'm glad you had a good time” her mom said continuing to feed Kandy.
Hilary took a seat next to Kandy. She looked over at her mom, “something totally weird happened last night though and I'm a little freaked out...”
Her mom looked over at her, ”what happened dear?” she asked
“Well Billy told me that” she said taking a pause, “Billy told me he loved me” she said looking at her mom
“Oh wow. Did he mean it or was he joking?” she asked
Hilary sighed looking at her hands, “I think he meant it. Its just freaking weird... I don't know what to do... I'm so confused.” she said looking at her mom, “mom do you know how long I've waited for Billy to tell me that he loves me?” she asked
Hilary mom nodded her head looking at her daughter, “yes darling I know but you can’t give your hopes up. You have to think about everything before you do anything... because there could be a possible chance that he could be lying or whatever. You'll just have to look into it and decide your feelings as well and how it would affect Kandy.”
“Yeah I know what you mean...” she said sighing, “well I don't know what to do... I mean I'm getting ready to leave for Detroit to go to college but I'm having this battle with myself on not going because I want Billy to be in Kandy's life... she needs a father figure to look up to and stuff but at the same time it kills me to have Billy around because of my feelings for him that I still have...”
“I know darling its going to be a tough decision...” her mother said looking at her, “and the fact that you're leaving Tiffany and Joel behind too... darling just do what you want to do okay? Don't let anybody else influence you decision...”
“Alright mom” Hilary said getting up, “thanks so much” she said hugging her, “I’m going upstairs to take a shower if you need me let me know”
Hilary's mom smiled, “alright dear. I'll see you in a little bit” she said going back to feeding Kandy
Hilary kissed Kandy on the cheek before walking out of the kitchen and heading upstairs into her room. Once Hilary got into her room she grabbed some clothes before getting in the shower. She took a nice long hot shower and got out putting on her clean clothes. She also dried and fixed her hair before coming out. She came out wearing blue capris that said Candies on the butt and a white baby doll shirt with white wedges on her feet. She sat down hearing the doorbell ring, “that must be Joel or Tiffany” Hilary said out load to herself as she sat on her bed falling back lying on her back.
Hilary heard footsteps walking up the steps and coming towards her room. She also heard noises that sounded like Kandy. She sighed to herself as her door opened. She sat up looking to see how it was. It was the one person she didn't want to see right now holding her daughter, “hey Billy.. Umm what are you doing here?” she asked
“Hey Hil” he said walking up and setting Kandy on the floor giving her some toys to play with and sat down next to Hilary on her bed, “I came to talk to you...”
Hilary turned to the side looking at Billy, “okay about what?” she asked even though she knew it had to be about last night
“About last night” he said sighing, “I know you probably think I'm a freak and I didn't mean what I said last night but I honestly did mean what I said”
Hilary started glancing around the room trying to avoid his glance, “no you don't Billy. You need to stop messing with me!” she said calmly
Billy put his hand under chin turning her head so she was looking at him, “Hilary I'm not messing with you okay? I love you... I really do and I think you should give me another chance”
Hilary pulled away, “Billy you don't deserve another chance! You had your chances”
“Hilary I know and I'm sorry that I was stupid and put you through all this but I wanna make it right.” he said messing with his hands looking at her, “we can take it slow and start from the beginning... and if you don't want to be with me then I'll leave you alone and act like none of this happened.”
Hilary looked at him hesitating on what to say, “I... I don't know...”
“Please Hilary. If you wont do it for me then do it for Kandy's sake...” he said looking over at Kandy and then back at her
“Billy I really don't know if I should” she said hesitating
Billy sighed, “Alright then I'll make a deal with you. Let me take you on one date and if you have fun we'll continue and try to make it work and if you don't then we'll just leave it be. How does that sound?” he asked
Hilary looked at Kandy who was sitting on the floor playing with her toys, “alright I can try that” she said as she looked at Billy.
“Awesome! Thanks so much Hilary” he said smiling as he pulled her into a hug
Hilary forced a smile hugging him back and pulled away, “alright so I'll see you...”
“Friday night” Billy said standing up walking over to Kandy
“Okay I'll see you Friday night” she said with a small smile as she watched Billy.
Billy picked Kandy up hugging her and kissed her on the cheek, “bye baby! I'll see you tomorrow” he said kissing her one last time before handing her to Hilary, “I’ll see you later Hil. Bye” he said as he walked out her room.
Hilary watched as he disappeared and turned her attention to Kandy who was in her arms, “god what did I get myself into” she thought to herself as she walked out of her room heading downstairs.
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