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I stared at the paper in front of me, a song for the new album that I had written, Sorry, I stared on one line

I'm sorry for breaking all the promises I wasn't around to keep

I’m sorry Miley… I thought for a while, I miss her; maybe I should call her.

Picking up my phone, I was about to press the button to call when-

“Nick!” Joe’s voice coming from the living room.
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“Nick! Come fast!” Kevin this time. I quickly walk into the living room.

“Miley’s new song primers … now!” Joe says, I stared at the TV. 7 Things, why was that title familiar. Not taking my eyes off the TV I watch her new music video.

One two three four

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear
My dear -

”Why do I have a feeling that it’s about you Nick.” Kevin said quickly.

“Shut up!” Joe said quickly not talking his eye off the TV.

-seven things I hate about you
Oh you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh
You make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them
Just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and its silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking seven steps here

The seven things I hate about you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them
Just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the seven that I like

The seven things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes
Your old Levis
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

You do, oh
Ooh, ooh, ooh oh
Ooh, ooh, ooh oh

My dog tag, she kept playing with during the music video, that picture of us, she cover my face. I couldn’t bare it any longer, I ran into my room, I could hear Joe and Kevin calling my behind me.

All I could think was the things she said, and that one fraise of the song

It's awkward and its silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking seven steps here

I speed dial her number, it rang a few times before she answered it,

“Hello?”

“Miley..”

“Nick?!” I change my number so I knew she would not know I was calling.

“Miley I’m sorry for every thing I did; I know you hate me but… I’m so sorry Miles!”

“Nick I… I don’t know what to say … Nick sorry but this is really not… the time.” She sounded like she was crying.

“Miles your okay? I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.”

“Nick I can’t handle this, it’s just too late and you know what, it suck that I still love you.” Her voice crack she was crying hard. Then she hung up before he could say anything thing.

“Dam it!” I through the phone across the room. Why am I so stupid.

“Nick, are you okay!” It was Joe and Kevin; they were right outside my room. I didn’t respond to my brothers, I really need to be alone for a while and think, or cry.

Next Morning about 10 (late breakfast)

I walk down for breakfast; Kevin and Joe were talking about their new CD. Their copies must have arrived this morning.

“OMG Nick! You look terrible.” Kevin said. I knew I would look terrible, I cried a lot last night, but I didn’t really care about how I look right now.

“I think you should go see Miley.” Joe said without look and at anyone. I took my toast and walk away from them.

“Idiot!” Kevin hits Joe in the head.

“Nick!” I turned around Kevin was holding their CD in his hands.

“How about you take the CD to Miley.” I just stared at my brothers.

“Idiot!” Joe hits Kevin this time

“Oww, what da.. Nick you need to sort things out with her and giving her our new CD is the best excuse to talk to her, you know make her feel better. And stop hating your self Nick.” Kevin pulled me by the arm and shoves the CD in my hands I just stared at them again.

“What” Was all I have to say.

“Just go.” Joe and Kevin said at the same time. I looked at them with a shock expression on my face.

“Okay.” I walk into my room and put the CD on my bed and took a shower I tried to make it last I didn’t know what to say Miley when I see her. Gosh this will be so awaked.

I check myself in the mirror I looked a mess my eyes were puffy and still a bit red. I put on my Sunglasses, hat, grab the CD shove it into my jacket and walk down starts.

My brothers were on the TV looking at something.

“I’m going guys.” They gave me the thumb up.

Miley’s place wasn’t far away maybe 5 or 10 minutes walk. I kept a low profile while I walk, this area are swimming with paparazzi. I put my head down and put my hands in my jacket pockets I could feel the CD that was my left pocket. One more turn and –

I ran straight into a half a dozen or so paparazzi. My hat fell off and then there were flashes and my name.

“Nick! Nick! Over hear! Over hear” I put my hat back on and put my face down I know I look a mess. I kept on walking they were chasing me still. I was in fort of the Cyrus’s mansion. I rang the door bell,

“Who is it.” Tish Cyrus’s voice came out from the speakers. Paparazzi snapping pictures

“Um Nick.”

“Wait just a sec, Miles!” Just under a minute later, I saw Tish, I was half expected Miley but I knew she would not have come anyways. Paparazzi still snapping pictures.

She clicks on the small remote in her hand and the door open I quickly ran inside and the door quickly close again.

“Give the boy a break guys!” I heard Tish shouting to the paparazzi. She was next to me now.

“Sorry Nick, Miley still asleep so she couldn’t be at the gate but I wouldn’t let her anyways, I heard the paparazzi they were quite loud.” We walk into the front door.

“I just wanted to give her our new CD, but if she’s asleep still, I’ll-” I said pulling out the CD and was about to hand her the CD.

“Don’t be silly, how about you stay here for a while, and go wake Miles up, and take that sun glasses off were in the house dear.” She smiled looking up at me. I took the glasses off.

“Oh gosh you look terrible, are you okay dear, were you crying.” Tish look worried.

“Umm no,” I quickly said.

“Is that allergies or something, because I swear Miley had red and puffy eyes last night and said she didn’t feel so well, she told me she wasn’t crying. Maybe there’s this new virus around or something.” Tish looking worried. Of course Miley had red and puffy eyes last night she was crying.

“Umm just shampoo in my eyes, and well I kept on rubbing it, I know it’s not helping.” I was not looking at her; I never lie to Tish before or well any adults but maybe just the media. Then Robby Ray walk in on us with little Noah on his back.

“Hi Nick.” Noah said she has the same smile as Miley

“Hey Nicholas, Oh my gosh-” Robby ray said.

“Shampoo in eyes.” I quickly said before I had to explain it all over again.

“Oh well you should go wake Miley up tell her breakfast is cold, umm lunch is cold.”

Oh gosh here I come. Shoot I don’t even know what to say. I walk up the stairs and up to the front of her bedroom door, a very familiar course, I have been in her room dozens of time, we used to have our make out sessions there, sometimes I would play her some songs I wrote on the guitar. That was the good time we had last year until I blew it! Man I hate myself. Since New Year if I ever was in her room there would be my brothers, Mandy or someone else in there. We would laugh and have fun but I could never look at her into the eyes because I knew she was hurt.

I knock on the door a few times but nobody answered, so I opened the door and walked in, she was still asleep on her bed, she was on her side with her blanket up to her waste. She was wearing a bright pink spaghetti strap top, and she looked extremely hot. But her face was sure tear stained, her hands were clutching on to something. I move closer to her and saw that it was my dog tag. I don’t know why but I felt tears in my eyes. Fighting them away I shook Miley gently,

“Miley, Miley Wake up.” She opened her eyes and looked into mine’s, and tears poured down my eyes. I couldn’t say anything, she sat up slowly and bit her lip, she was about to place the dog tag on her night stand but I reach out to grab her hand with the dog tag. She looked down to the floor and I saw tears drops from her eyes.

“Miley I-” I tried to say my speech, but didn’t get to finish she stop me first .

“Nick not now okay, just give me a minute.” She did not look at me.

I let go of her hand, and she put the Dog tag on her night stand. She got up and walked into her bathroom. She was just wearing her black underwear for her bottom, I know she was not shy because it was not the first time I saw her in this little cloths. But that image of her gave me Goosebumps.

I sat on the side of her bed, in what seams like time would never past; I put my head in my hands and thought.

I thought back to the day about 6 months ago, when we decided we should end our relationship. It was the hardest thing I had ever had to do, our relationship lasted for about 2 year but things just got more serious in the last 6 months when we were on tour. At that time things were wonderful but at the same time painful, we were young and still are young but we were in love. We were both at our most famous time and the media was getting on us, we agree to keep our relationship private but never to denial it. It was very hard for Miley I know because I remember many days walking into her hotel room or on her bus and she was sitting quietly in a corner thinking hard then when she see me she would have tears in her eyes. She would go on about how all theses girl screaming at me, she thought she was not good enough for me; she kept on saying that the girls are so beautiful and for me not to think they are better than her is impossible. I kept on telling her she’s the only girl in this world I cared about. I realize that Miley think a lot about things which made her depressed sometime writing songs helps her.

The day I broke up with her suck bad, because her bus broke down and we were on the road that day which means she had to come and stayed in our bus for the night. We all went to bed that night things awkward between us, that night I couldn’t sleep so I walk into the living area to get to the small refrigerator for a drink but found Miley asleep on the sofa with a note book in her hand and a pen, and I saw what the note book said.

7 things

The 7 Things I hate about you

You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh
You make me cry


And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

The seven things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes
Your old Levis
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry


And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
YOU MAKE ME LOVE YOU

The things why I love you Nick

Under ‘The things why I love you Nick’ the list went on forever she wrote till the list was off the page. I remember that night; I bend down and kissed her forehead saying “Sorry Miles, I’ll always love you.”.

I felt like crying but I couldn’t anymore, tears won’t come. I waited a bit longer and heard Miley come out. She had a bath rope around her. She walk up to me slowly, I got up and walk to her. I stared into her eyes now, I felt like my tear where coming out I fight them back again. I put one hand on her cheek and she looked down.

“Miley,” I said slowly trying to show all the feelings I had for her in the words I was about to say. “I know that you would never forgive me for what I have done, but I just want you to know what I really feel.” I couldn’t stop my tears now. “I’m so sorry Miles, I never meant to hurt you but I know I did.” I put my other hand on her cheek too and turn her head so she could look directly into my eyes. “I’m sorry Miley and I’ll always love you.”

Miley swung her arms around me, she hug me tightly. She was sobbing now into my chest. I was crying too.

“I’ll always love you too Nick.” I kissed her head softly.