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!!!!!Chapter 11!!!!!
A couple months went by and things seemed to be getting better. Hilary and Billy are living together and got engaged. They are in the process of planning out their wedding. Things went well but Hilary and Billy hit rock bottom once again putting their wedding on hold. They fight all the time now and cant seem to get along. Hilary's jealousy just seems to get worse and is driving Billy crazy. Hilary's jealousy isn't he only thing that is causing problems between the two. Billy still continues to talk to Linzi after Hilary refuses that he does. She’s threatened to leave him many times but hasn't yet for the sake of their daughter. Kandy is the only thing that’s holding the two together at this point.
Hilary walked into her mother’s house with Kandy resting on her hip, “mother can you take Kandy for a little bit please. Billy is going ballistic and I don't want her to have to see us fighting”
Hilary's mom walked up to Hilary grabbing Kandy out of her arms, “of course I'll take her. Honey you two need to go to counseling or something. This is not healthy for you! And it is definitely not healthy for Kandy to be around. What happened to your guy's relationship anyways?” she asked
“Mom I don't know. We just aren't getting along anymore. I love Billy but this is getting worse by the day! Yes I have jealousy problems that I'm trying to get over but Billy wont stop talking to Linzi!” Hilary said looking at her mom
Her mom sighed looking at her, “Hilary just please go work it out with Billy. You two need counseling...”
“I know mom, I know” she said picking up her handbag, “I better go back and calm Billy down before he decides to break anything else” she said walking towards the door.
Her mother shook her head watching her daughter leave. Her mom was more concerned about Hilary and Kandy getting hurt. Billy's temper has been getting pretty bad lately. She looked down at Kandy who was biting on her hands, “lets go play darling” she said walking out of the room with Kandy.
((At Hilary & Billy's House))
Hilary arrived home walking into the house she shared with Billy. She looked around trying to find Billy but didn't see him. She looked around the living room seeing things on the floor, “great” she said to herself as she walked out of the room trying not to step on anything. As she made her way through the other rooms she saw more things on the floor. She shook her head making her way upstairs. She walked down the hall and stopped in front of a door opening it, “Billy?” she said
She walked in looking around. Her eyes fell on the bed where Billy had fallen asleep. She looked around the bedroom, which had things lying on the floor. She rolled her eyes sighing to herself and quietly started cleaning their bedroom. Once she was done with their bedroom she went downstairs and cleaned everything up and sat down and watched TV.
A few hours later Billy made his way downstairs. He looked around noticing that everything was picked up and cleaned. He sighed to himself making his way into the living room. He didn't hear Kandy so he figured Hilary wasn't home either. He walked in looking around seeing the TV on. His eyes fell on the couch where Hilary was sleeping. He smiled to himself walking over to her sitting on the edge of the couch. He kissed her forehead and moved some hair out of her face.
Hilary stirred opening her eyes. The first thing she saw was Billy's face. She smiled at him, ”hey Billy”
“Hey baby. Look I'm sorry about earlier. I love you so much and I don't want to lose you.” he said looking down at Hilary
Hilary rubbed her eyes before looking at him, “baby I love you too but I'm tired of fighting everyday. It’s not healthy for Kandy to be around. I just want us to be happy and to get married and to live a normal life”
“Hilary I love you and I promise you that we will get married and live a happy normal life. I don't want anybody but you” Billy said smiling as he moved more hair out of her face
“Aww baby!” Hilary squealed hugging him, “I love you so much baby”
Billy smiled hugging her, “I love you too baby”
((Few Days Later))
The front door swung open as Hilary walked into the house she shared with Billy, “BILLY FUCKING MARTIN!” she screamed slamming the door shut
Billy walked into the living room, “yes love?” he asked watching her carefully
“Don’t yes love me! Sit the fuck down!” she yelled walking up to the coffee table that separated her and Billy.
Billy sat down still watching her, ”what's wrong Hilary?” he asked confused. He didn't know what was wrong
Hilary glared at Billy, “what the fuck do you fucking call this! Huh?!” she screamed slamming the magazine down on the coffee table.
Billy picked up the magazine. It showed him with Linzi and one of the pictures he was kissing her,” Hilary its not what it looks like!” he tried to say in defense
“Its not what it looks like? Are you fucking kidding me?” she screamed at him
Billy stood up, “Hilary its not what it looks like! Seriously! She kissed me but I pushed her away! Hilary you have to believe me!”
“Billy you fucking make me sick! All along you were going behind me back and sleeping with that tramp!” she screamed getting in his face, “I cant fucking believe you would do such a thing! I guess Kandy and I don't mean anything to you huh?!”
Billy grabbed her shoulders looking at Hilary, “Hilary don't say that! I love the both of you and I didn't fucking kiss Linzi!”
Hilary smacked his hands away, “don’t fucking touch me! I can’t believe I was even considering marrying you! Billy I'm done. I'm fucking through with you!” she yelled at him as she took her engagement ring off
“Hilary please don't do this!” he plead trying to get through to her
Hilary glared at him, ”fuck you Billy! You did this to us! I'm done!” she yelled at him as she threw the ring on the coffee table turning around to leave
Billy grabbed her arm,” Hilary you're not leaving. You just need to calm down!”
Hilary pulled her arm away, “no! Obviously I'm not fucking good enough for you so I'm doing the fucking favor of leaving!” she said choking back tears, “you did this to us!” she screamed at him as she opened up the door slamming it behind her and running to her car getting in and pulling out of the driveway and took off
Billy threw the magazine on the floor, ”fuck what am I going to do now!” he asked himself sitting down on the couch
((Few Days Later At Hilary Mom's))
A few days went by and Hilary ended up staying with her mom. She was still heartbroken by what happened and kept crying for days. Billy kept trying to get a hold of Hilary but she would never answer and talk to him. She fell depressed and didn't want to do anything but stay in bed. Hilary's mom walked into her bedroom, “Hilary baby are you going to be okay with Kandy? Do you need me to stay home with you?” she asked sitting on the bed next to Hilary.
Hilary wiped a few tears away looking at her mom, ”yeah mom I'll be fine” she said forcing a smile.
“Alright dear. If you need me at all just call me okay?” her mom said grabbing her hand
Hilary nodded, “I will mom”
“Alright. Kandy is in her room playing. I'll see you in a little bit okay” her mother said kissing her on the forehead and stood up. Hilary just nodded as her mother walked out of her bedroom.
Hilary walked into the bathroom and grabbed a couple different medications and took them. She looked at herself in the mirror. All she saw was a girl crying because she hurt inside. Hilary looked away as tears filled her eyes. She heard something behind her. She turned around seeing her two and half year old daughter standing there smiling, “hey baby” she said sitting on the floor in front of her
“Mama you okay?” Kandy asked concerned as she walked up to Hilary
Hilary smiled pulling Kandy into a hug, “yes darling. Mommy's okay. You know that I love you”
Kandy's little arms went around Hilary's neck, “I wuv you mama” her tiny little voice said
Hilary hugged her tighter trying not to cry, “I love you baby and nothing will ever change that.”
Kandy pulled away looking at Hilary, “mama why you sad?”
“Because mommy is hurting inside darling. Mommy doesn't know what to do anymore...” Hilary said looking down at her daughter who was looking up her with confusion in her icy blue eyes, “mommy’s lost and confused”
Kandy looked up at Hilary with confusion still written all over her face. Hilary smiled at her, “go play darling. Mommy will be in there in a few minutes”
A smiled formed on Kandy's lips, “okay mama” she said getting up as Hilary helped her. She turned around looking at Hilary one last time before walking out of the bathroom.
A couple months went by and things seemed to be getting better. Hilary and Billy are living together and got engaged. They are in the process of planning out their wedding. Things went well but Hilary and Billy hit rock bottom once again putting their wedding on hold. They fight all the time now and cant seem to get along. Hilary's jealousy just seems to get worse and is driving Billy crazy. Hilary's jealousy isn't he only thing that is causing problems between the two. Billy still continues to talk to Linzi after Hilary refuses that he does. She’s threatened to leave him many times but hasn't yet for the sake of their daughter. Kandy is the only thing that’s holding the two together at this point.
Hilary walked into her mother’s house with Kandy resting on her hip, “mother can you take Kandy for a little bit please. Billy is going ballistic and I don't want her to have to see us fighting”
Hilary's mom walked up to Hilary grabbing Kandy out of her arms, “of course I'll take her. Honey you two need to go to counseling or something. This is not healthy for you! And it is definitely not healthy for Kandy to be around. What happened to your guy's relationship anyways?” she asked
“Mom I don't know. We just aren't getting along anymore. I love Billy but this is getting worse by the day! Yes I have jealousy problems that I'm trying to get over but Billy wont stop talking to Linzi!” Hilary said looking at her mom
Her mom sighed looking at her, “Hilary just please go work it out with Billy. You two need counseling...”
“I know mom, I know” she said picking up her handbag, “I better go back and calm Billy down before he decides to break anything else” she said walking towards the door.
Her mother shook her head watching her daughter leave. Her mom was more concerned about Hilary and Kandy getting hurt. Billy's temper has been getting pretty bad lately. She looked down at Kandy who was biting on her hands, “lets go play darling” she said walking out of the room with Kandy.
((At Hilary & Billy's House))
Hilary arrived home walking into the house she shared with Billy. She looked around trying to find Billy but didn't see him. She looked around the living room seeing things on the floor, “great” she said to herself as she walked out of the room trying not to step on anything. As she made her way through the other rooms she saw more things on the floor. She shook her head making her way upstairs. She walked down the hall and stopped in front of a door opening it, “Billy?” she said
She walked in looking around. Her eyes fell on the bed where Billy had fallen asleep. She looked around the bedroom, which had things lying on the floor. She rolled her eyes sighing to herself and quietly started cleaning their bedroom. Once she was done with their bedroom she went downstairs and cleaned everything up and sat down and watched TV.
A few hours later Billy made his way downstairs. He looked around noticing that everything was picked up and cleaned. He sighed to himself making his way into the living room. He didn't hear Kandy so he figured Hilary wasn't home either. He walked in looking around seeing the TV on. His eyes fell on the couch where Hilary was sleeping. He smiled to himself walking over to her sitting on the edge of the couch. He kissed her forehead and moved some hair out of her face.
Hilary stirred opening her eyes. The first thing she saw was Billy's face. She smiled at him, ”hey Billy”
“Hey baby. Look I'm sorry about earlier. I love you so much and I don't want to lose you.” he said looking down at Hilary
Hilary rubbed her eyes before looking at him, “baby I love you too but I'm tired of fighting everyday. It’s not healthy for Kandy to be around. I just want us to be happy and to get married and to live a normal life”
“Hilary I love you and I promise you that we will get married and live a happy normal life. I don't want anybody but you” Billy said smiling as he moved more hair out of her face
“Aww baby!” Hilary squealed hugging him, “I love you so much baby”
Billy smiled hugging her, “I love you too baby”
((Few Days Later))
The front door swung open as Hilary walked into the house she shared with Billy, “BILLY FUCKING MARTIN!” she screamed slamming the door shut
Billy walked into the living room, “yes love?” he asked watching her carefully
“Don’t yes love me! Sit the fuck down!” she yelled walking up to the coffee table that separated her and Billy.
Billy sat down still watching her, ”what's wrong Hilary?” he asked confused. He didn't know what was wrong
Hilary glared at Billy, “what the fuck do you fucking call this! Huh?!” she screamed slamming the magazine down on the coffee table.
Billy picked up the magazine. It showed him with Linzi and one of the pictures he was kissing her,” Hilary its not what it looks like!” he tried to say in defense
“Its not what it looks like? Are you fucking kidding me?” she screamed at him
Billy stood up, “Hilary its not what it looks like! Seriously! She kissed me but I pushed her away! Hilary you have to believe me!”
“Billy you fucking make me sick! All along you were going behind me back and sleeping with that tramp!” she screamed getting in his face, “I cant fucking believe you would do such a thing! I guess Kandy and I don't mean anything to you huh?!”
Billy grabbed her shoulders looking at Hilary, “Hilary don't say that! I love the both of you and I didn't fucking kiss Linzi!”
Hilary smacked his hands away, “don’t fucking touch me! I can’t believe I was even considering marrying you! Billy I'm done. I'm fucking through with you!” she yelled at him as she took her engagement ring off
“Hilary please don't do this!” he plead trying to get through to her
Hilary glared at him, ”fuck you Billy! You did this to us! I'm done!” she yelled at him as she threw the ring on the coffee table turning around to leave
Billy grabbed her arm,” Hilary you're not leaving. You just need to calm down!”
Hilary pulled her arm away, “no! Obviously I'm not fucking good enough for you so I'm doing the fucking favor of leaving!” she said choking back tears, “you did this to us!” she screamed at him as she opened up the door slamming it behind her and running to her car getting in and pulling out of the driveway and took off
Billy threw the magazine on the floor, ”fuck what am I going to do now!” he asked himself sitting down on the couch
((Few Days Later At Hilary Mom's))
A few days went by and Hilary ended up staying with her mom. She was still heartbroken by what happened and kept crying for days. Billy kept trying to get a hold of Hilary but she would never answer and talk to him. She fell depressed and didn't want to do anything but stay in bed. Hilary's mom walked into her bedroom, “Hilary baby are you going to be okay with Kandy? Do you need me to stay home with you?” she asked sitting on the bed next to Hilary.
Hilary wiped a few tears away looking at her mom, ”yeah mom I'll be fine” she said forcing a smile.
“Alright dear. If you need me at all just call me okay?” her mom said grabbing her hand
Hilary nodded, “I will mom”
“Alright. Kandy is in her room playing. I'll see you in a little bit okay” her mother said kissing her on the forehead and stood up. Hilary just nodded as her mother walked out of her bedroom.
Hilary walked into the bathroom and grabbed a couple different medications and took them. She looked at herself in the mirror. All she saw was a girl crying because she hurt inside. Hilary looked away as tears filled her eyes. She heard something behind her. She turned around seeing her two and half year old daughter standing there smiling, “hey baby” she said sitting on the floor in front of her
“Mama you okay?” Kandy asked concerned as she walked up to Hilary
Hilary smiled pulling Kandy into a hug, “yes darling. Mommy's okay. You know that I love you”
Kandy's little arms went around Hilary's neck, “I wuv you mama” her tiny little voice said
Hilary hugged her tighter trying not to cry, “I love you baby and nothing will ever change that.”
Kandy pulled away looking at Hilary, “mama why you sad?”
“Because mommy is hurting inside darling. Mommy doesn't know what to do anymore...” Hilary said looking down at her daughter who was looking up her with confusion in her icy blue eyes, “mommy’s lost and confused”
Kandy looked up at Hilary with confusion still written all over her face. Hilary smiled at her, “go play darling. Mommy will be in there in a few minutes”
A smiled formed on Kandy's lips, “okay mama” she said getting up as Hilary helped her. She turned around looking at Hilary one last time before walking out of the bathroom.
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