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I was walking down the narrow church aisle, everybody was starring at me. The heat of their stares was making me shake furiously like a fish out if the water, I didn’t like it not one bit. I wanted to run away from here but how, I was already running.

Everyone started laughing at me; at my foolishness. I looked around and noticed my mom and dad were part of the laughing crowd. So were Gerard, Mikey, and their family. My next door neighbors Ray Toro and Bob Bryar and their family. Everyone I knew was at this church like building. I wanted to scream but I couldn’t nobody would save me.

The room started going round in circles. Around, round, round, spinning, spinning, spinning, faster, faster, faster, again, again, and again! I wanted to hurl but there was nothing inside my stomach that would come back up.

I felt a hand firmly grip my left shoulder turning me around and then I wasn’t surrounded by millions of people, instead I was at a wedding, my wedding. Gerard was right next to me with a grin on his face and there was a minister before us reading the vows Gerard and I was supposed to say to each other.

I turn around and look at the people who came to this “wedding”. My parents are here, so is Gerard’s family, Bob, Ray, kids from school, and some unknown people. They all are wearing black and have the same kind of grin Gerard has.

Then everyone is shouting “KILL! KILL! Kill!” and laughing hysterically at mine and Gerard’s way. I look back at Gerard and see that he has a knife in his hand aiming it at me, laughing just like everyone else was. I try to run away but he has a firm grip on my shoulder restraining me from going anywhere. I try to scream but my voice is caught in my throat. A sharp pain was spreading all over my body, I look down and see that Gerard is slicing deep cuts everywhere on my body. More laughter was coming my way as I scream in agony.

It was like a dozen knives were stabbing through me at once. I look up and see everyone was stabbing at me all at once! Laughing and yelling unkind comments at me.

“Look, he’s screaming oh how adorable!” “It’s better when they’re young so that way they can burn in the fiery pits of hell!” “Oh look how pathetic he looks, this will teach him a lesson for all the shit that he has done!”

Blood was gushing out of me like a river, out of my legs, feet, stomach, chest, arms, and mouth. I noticed the background changed I was at a cemetery. Everyone was digging up a grave while laughing hysterically as before. I lay gazing at the sky watching the grey clouds slowly move. The air was thick and everything was quiet. I wanted to call out, but afraid to look around fearing that everyone was waiting, waiting for me to go insane.

I did. I trashed around, screaming, yelling, crying, everything. I felt pairs of hands grab my ankles, wrists, and head. I kept my eyes closed preparing for the worst. Nothing happened; I open my eyes and see my mom and dad holding my ankles, Mikey and bob holding my wrist, and Gerard cradling my head. I breathed deeply for all the trashing around I did.

Everything was in slow motion at this point. I felt like I was falling down into some sort of hole, everybody’s faces were getting farther and farther as I fell. No one was no longer laughing, instead had a serious look on their face as I finally hit the ground.

rard leaned over with his hand outstretched towards me. I felt the coldness of his fingertips as he lightly grazes them over my face. Touching my eyelids, forehead, cheeks, nose, lips, and my chin. Once he touched ever part of my body, he stood back up off the ground leaving me in utter confusion.

Then he stood their looking taller then ever with a gun aiming at me. My eyes grew big when I heard the gun cock ready to use. He leans down into my ear and whispers something I couldn’t hear. He stands back up then in slow motion….

Bang!

The gun went off puncturing my heart in my chest. I gasp for air as I felt my heart slowly stop beating. Gerard throws the gun beside me then closes I’m guessing a lid, blocking me from the world above. I try to breath but no air goes through my lungs. I’m not sure if I was already dead because it was so dark inside. Everything was quiet except for the sound of rain coming down hitting the lid, or maybe that was the dirt they were putting back to cover me up? Second by second I felt my heart stop beating all at once, and soon I was left with nothing but total darkness, going through a slow and painful death…..