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A/N: Dedicated to Natalie.




NONONO.
THISISNOTHAPPENING.
THISCAN'TBEHAPPENING.

She's all I've got.
I'm all she's got.
I feel fine.
This isn't happening.
Not to me.

NONONO.
IT'SNOTFAIR.
WHYDIDTHISHAPPEN?

What did I do to deserve this?
I never hurt anyone.
How?

ALITTLELONGER.
JUSTALITTLELONGER.

I want to see her live.
Just a couple years more.
Please?

DEATH.
WHYBOTHER?

I'm going.
I can't stop it.
I'm dying, there's nothing left for me.

IT'LLBEOKAY.
IT'SGOTTOBEOKAY.
RIGHT?

Be ready.
That's what I need.
Tell her.
Say goodbye.
How can I say goodbye?


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THEYWOULDWAKETOFINDMEDEAD, LOVE.
THEYWOULDSCREAMANDCRYANDNOTMEANAWORD, LOVE.
THEYWOULDPRETENDTOKNOWME, LOVE.
No one knows me, love.
No one but him.

A week. That's it.
How can anyone say goodbye?
They can't.
I can't.

ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU.

A smile.
Is that goodbye?
A laugh, a wink of the eye.
Is that it?
Who knows?
Not me, that's who.

DON'TLEAVEMEPLEASE.

It's not his fault.
I know.
He's going, he can't stop it.
I still can't believe it.
Not him.
Why him?

HEART.
CICATRICE.
MIND.
CICATRICE.
BROKEN.

Forever isn't long enough.
Not to prepare for this.




Are you still here?
Can you hear me?
He's here.
He is.

Never leave me.