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FF two weeks
I still refused to talk to Brendon. He had giving up. I stayed in either Petes bunk or hotel room. I quit going to shows and interacting with everyone. I was cutting every chance I got. I was lying in Petes bunk when I heard them talking about so I got up so I could hear
"Pete I am really worried about Lacie you keep saying she going to snap out of it but it has been 2 weeks." Patrick said
"Shes will" Pete said
"I don't think so" Joe said
"Yeah Pete maybe you send her home to Chicago." Andy said
"I don't think sending her home going to make her any better" Pete said
"Well then I say we drag her out of the bunk throw her ass in the shower and make her go out with us tonight." Joe said
"That might work" Patrick said
"Not a good idea it might push her over the edge again" Andy said
"I think we should give it a couple more days" Pete said
"Why not just make her talk to Brendon" Patrick said
"He won't hes got that new blonde that he really likes" Pete said as quiet as he could.
"Christy" Joe said
"Yeah I think that is her name" Pete said
I had enough I went into Petes bunk and started cutting my arm. I was entranced in what I was doing I didn't hear Pete walk in.
"LACIE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING" Pete yelled grabbing my arm
I just looked at him.
Patrick Andy and Joe came running back as Pete was pulling off my hoodie.
"Shit" Joe said looking at my carved up arms.
I didn't care that they had found out I just wanted to keep doing it I still hurt.
"GIVE IT BACK" I yelled at Pete.
"NO" he yelled back
"GIVE IT TO ME I WASN"T FUCKING DONE" I screamed.
Pete slapped me across the face. I didn't react at all. I just looked at him.
"Lacie" Patrick said coming over an holding me. I didn't even look at him I was staring at my glass shard trying to figure out how to get it from Pete.
"Pete go get a cold cloth, Andy got get some ice and Joe go get bandaids" Patrick barked out. I watch all of the scurry around trying to get what Patrick asked.
"Lacie look at me" Patrick said
I turned my head and looked at him his hands where covered in my blood. He was holding my arm trying to stop the bleeding. He looked me dead in the eyes.
"You are going to talk to Brendon right now" He said
I just stared. Pete came back and gave Patrick the cloth he put it on there and wiped around it.
"Pete I think this one needs stitches" Patrick said
"We have butterflys in the first aid kit" Joe yelled
"Bring the whole damn thing here some of theses look infected." Pete yelled looking at my arms.
"Someone get the bus to stop and get Urie over here" Patrick said
"Got it" Andy said handing Patrick the bag of ice which he placed on my cheek.
"I think you bruised her face Pete" Patrick said
"I was just trying to get her to snap out of this craziness" Pete said
"I know she was scaring all of us" Joe said handing Patrick the first aid kit.
"Alright the buses have pulled over" Andy said
"Someone go drag Urie off the bus and bring him here" Patrick said cleaning my cuts.
I heard Brendon come on the bus.
"This better be good Christy was" Brendon said but stopped when he saw my arms.
"See what you being a jackass has done" Pete said to him
"Lacie" Brendon said I didn't look at him but the tears poured out.
"Will leave you 2 alone talk and Lace keep that rag on your arm" Patrick said.
I watched Pete and Patrick walk out.
"Why don't you just go back to your girlfriend" I said
"Lacie its not that" Brendon said
"Yeah I believe you" I said
"Its not like that" he said
"Why don't you go fuck her" I said
"Its your own fault, you pushed me away" Brendon yelled at me.
"I pushed you away because you said I needed time, I didn't want fucking time" I said
"So you push me away and then start doing that shit Lace" He said
"It was my way of dealing with my broken heart it made it hurt less" I said
"You don't think you didn't break my heart too by pushing me away" he said
"Who care Brendon I don't anymore so go back to your little cunt and act like I never knew you" I said
"Fine" he said getting up I started crying hystarically. All I wanted was him to take me into his arm. But he kept walking away he didn't even look back.
"I am killing myself now so goodbye to anyone who cares" I screamed grabbing my bottle of anti depressants and stuffing them into my mouth.
Brendon, Pete, Joe, Patrick and Andy all came running
"Spit them out now" Brendon yelled grabbing my mouth and trying to pull the pills out. I was trying to swallow them but was having a hard time they where suck in my mouth. Brendon kept pulling them out. Pete was holding me down trying to keep me from swallowing.
One Brendon got all of the pills out of my mouth.
"How many did you shallow Lace" Pete said
"One or two thanks to you assholes" I said
"Pete you need to put her somewhere to get help" Brendon said
"I see that" Pete said
"Just throw the trash away" I said
"Lacie shut the fuck up" Pete said
"Brendon stay her with I have to go make some phone calls and see if I can treatment center to put her in" Pete said
"Okay" Brendon said
"So you got your wish I am going to disappear and now you don't have to sneak round with your cunt" I said
"Lacie you need help, look at yourself" Brendon said
"I don't want help I want to die" I said
"Stop talking like that"
"I wish I was dead"
"Lacie stop" Brendon said
"I wish I was dead"
"STOP" Brendon said
"I wish I was dead dead dead dead" I said
Brendon grabbed me and looked me the eyes and crashed his lips into mine. I felt is toungue run across my bottom lip I opened my mouth and his toungue went racing in. I grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head. I pulled my shirt over my head and started to slip of my sweatpants. I push him down and climbed on top him. I grabbed his belt and undid and ripped his pants off him. His hand where slowing moving down my back until he reached my underware and pulled them of he entered me causing me to moan quite loud. Once we where done I pulled on my clothes and he did the same.
"That was a mistake" I said looking at Brendon.
"It wasn't and you know it" he said
"It was" I said
"Lacie I am have been are will alway be in love with you" Brendon said I didn't say anything because Pete walked in.
"Lacie I found a place in Ramona California you are going there after tonights show in Vegas" he said
"If I must" I said
"Lace its for the best you need to get better" Brendon said
"So you fucked me and now you want me to leave" I said
"What" Pete said
"Its not like Lace and you know it and you also know it wasn't a mistake" He said
"It wasn't a mistake Brendon, but I will be fine as long as I don't have to leave you" I said
"What the hell happen why I was on the phone" Pete said
"You need to go I need you to get better and staying with us you aren't going to better maybe for the first couple of day but we all know how you are" he said
"Hello trying to figure out what happened" Pete said
"Then where does that leave us" I said
"Together just apart" He said
"Okay" I said kissing him
"What the fuck" Pete yelled
"What about the cunt" I said
"I am not with her shes just a friend from home who came to cheer me up she is leaving tonight after the show to go back to her life" Brendon said kissing me again.
Pete grabbed me and pulled me away from Brendon.
"What the hell is going on" He said
"Brendon and I are together but apart" I said
"Confusing much" Pete said
"Look Pete I am with your sister she is my girlfriend but I we all need her to get the help she needs, its an addiction the cutting she might be able to stop for a couple of days."
"We will be in Vegas in a hour and Urie I will kill you if you break her heart" Pete said
I still refused to talk to Brendon. He had giving up. I stayed in either Petes bunk or hotel room. I quit going to shows and interacting with everyone. I was cutting every chance I got. I was lying in Petes bunk when I heard them talking about so I got up so I could hear
"Pete I am really worried about Lacie you keep saying she going to snap out of it but it has been 2 weeks." Patrick said
"Shes will" Pete said
"I don't think so" Joe said
"Yeah Pete maybe you send her home to Chicago." Andy said
"I don't think sending her home going to make her any better" Pete said
"Well then I say we drag her out of the bunk throw her ass in the shower and make her go out with us tonight." Joe said
"That might work" Patrick said
"Not a good idea it might push her over the edge again" Andy said
"I think we should give it a couple more days" Pete said
"Why not just make her talk to Brendon" Patrick said
"He won't hes got that new blonde that he really likes" Pete said as quiet as he could.
"Christy" Joe said
"Yeah I think that is her name" Pete said
I had enough I went into Petes bunk and started cutting my arm. I was entranced in what I was doing I didn't hear Pete walk in.
"LACIE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING" Pete yelled grabbing my arm
I just looked at him.
Patrick Andy and Joe came running back as Pete was pulling off my hoodie.
"Shit" Joe said looking at my carved up arms.
I didn't care that they had found out I just wanted to keep doing it I still hurt.
"GIVE IT BACK" I yelled at Pete.
"NO" he yelled back
"GIVE IT TO ME I WASN"T FUCKING DONE" I screamed.
Pete slapped me across the face. I didn't react at all. I just looked at him.
"Lacie" Patrick said coming over an holding me. I didn't even look at him I was staring at my glass shard trying to figure out how to get it from Pete.
"Pete go get a cold cloth, Andy got get some ice and Joe go get bandaids" Patrick barked out. I watch all of the scurry around trying to get what Patrick asked.
"Lacie look at me" Patrick said
I turned my head and looked at him his hands where covered in my blood. He was holding my arm trying to stop the bleeding. He looked me dead in the eyes.
"You are going to talk to Brendon right now" He said
I just stared. Pete came back and gave Patrick the cloth he put it on there and wiped around it.
"Pete I think this one needs stitches" Patrick said
"We have butterflys in the first aid kit" Joe yelled
"Bring the whole damn thing here some of theses look infected." Pete yelled looking at my arms.
"Someone get the bus to stop and get Urie over here" Patrick said
"Got it" Andy said handing Patrick the bag of ice which he placed on my cheek.
"I think you bruised her face Pete" Patrick said
"I was just trying to get her to snap out of this craziness" Pete said
"I know she was scaring all of us" Joe said handing Patrick the first aid kit.
"Alright the buses have pulled over" Andy said
"Someone go drag Urie off the bus and bring him here" Patrick said cleaning my cuts.
I heard Brendon come on the bus.
"This better be good Christy was" Brendon said but stopped when he saw my arms.
"See what you being a jackass has done" Pete said to him
"Lacie" Brendon said I didn't look at him but the tears poured out.
"Will leave you 2 alone talk and Lace keep that rag on your arm" Patrick said.
I watched Pete and Patrick walk out.
"Why don't you just go back to your girlfriend" I said
"Lacie its not that" Brendon said
"Yeah I believe you" I said
"Its not like that" he said
"Why don't you go fuck her" I said
"Its your own fault, you pushed me away" Brendon yelled at me.
"I pushed you away because you said I needed time, I didn't want fucking time" I said
"So you push me away and then start doing that shit Lace" He said
"It was my way of dealing with my broken heart it made it hurt less" I said
"You don't think you didn't break my heart too by pushing me away" he said
"Who care Brendon I don't anymore so go back to your little cunt and act like I never knew you" I said
"Fine" he said getting up I started crying hystarically. All I wanted was him to take me into his arm. But he kept walking away he didn't even look back.
"I am killing myself now so goodbye to anyone who cares" I screamed grabbing my bottle of anti depressants and stuffing them into my mouth.
Brendon, Pete, Joe, Patrick and Andy all came running
"Spit them out now" Brendon yelled grabbing my mouth and trying to pull the pills out. I was trying to swallow them but was having a hard time they where suck in my mouth. Brendon kept pulling them out. Pete was holding me down trying to keep me from swallowing.
One Brendon got all of the pills out of my mouth.
"How many did you shallow Lace" Pete said
"One or two thanks to you assholes" I said
"Pete you need to put her somewhere to get help" Brendon said
"I see that" Pete said
"Just throw the trash away" I said
"Lacie shut the fuck up" Pete said
"Brendon stay her with I have to go make some phone calls and see if I can treatment center to put her in" Pete said
"Okay" Brendon said
"So you got your wish I am going to disappear and now you don't have to sneak round with your cunt" I said
"Lacie you need help, look at yourself" Brendon said
"I don't want help I want to die" I said
"Stop talking like that"
"I wish I was dead"
"Lacie stop" Brendon said
"I wish I was dead"
"STOP" Brendon said
"I wish I was dead dead dead dead" I said
Brendon grabbed me and looked me the eyes and crashed his lips into mine. I felt is toungue run across my bottom lip I opened my mouth and his toungue went racing in. I grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head. I pulled my shirt over my head and started to slip of my sweatpants. I push him down and climbed on top him. I grabbed his belt and undid and ripped his pants off him. His hand where slowing moving down my back until he reached my underware and pulled them of he entered me causing me to moan quite loud. Once we where done I pulled on my clothes and he did the same.
"That was a mistake" I said looking at Brendon.
"It wasn't and you know it" he said
"It was" I said
"Lacie I am have been are will alway be in love with you" Brendon said I didn't say anything because Pete walked in.
"Lacie I found a place in Ramona California you are going there after tonights show in Vegas" he said
"If I must" I said
"Lace its for the best you need to get better" Brendon said
"So you fucked me and now you want me to leave" I said
"What" Pete said
"Its not like Lace and you know it and you also know it wasn't a mistake" He said
"It wasn't a mistake Brendon, but I will be fine as long as I don't have to leave you" I said
"What the hell happen why I was on the phone" Pete said
"You need to go I need you to get better and staying with us you aren't going to better maybe for the first couple of day but we all know how you are" he said
"Hello trying to figure out what happened" Pete said
"Then where does that leave us" I said
"Together just apart" He said
"Okay" I said kissing him
"What the fuck" Pete yelled
"What about the cunt" I said
"I am not with her shes just a friend from home who came to cheer me up she is leaving tonight after the show to go back to her life" Brendon said kissing me again.
Pete grabbed me and pulled me away from Brendon.
"What the hell is going on" He said
"Brendon and I are together but apart" I said
"Confusing much" Pete said
"Look Pete I am with your sister she is my girlfriend but I we all need her to get the help she needs, its an addiction the cutting she might be able to stop for a couple of days."
"We will be in Vegas in a hour and Urie I will kill you if you break her heart" Pete said
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