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Not the life you would want

by bloodyvalentine

Patrick is not at all happy with his life, he has no friends, no one, he loves his mom so mch, as for his father yah....no

Category: Fall Out Boy - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Drama - Warnings: [?] - Published: 2008-09-26 - Updated: 2008-09-26 - 1513 words
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I block out the screaming cause after all, what am I to do? I close my eyes putting myself back to where I last rememberd happiness. Until finally I came back to reality, all around me silence errupt. Finally I close my eyes eagerly, trying to fall asleep. With the little sleep I got, I open my eyes, telling myself "everything that happend last night is a dream" But I new that the truth. As soon as I go downstairs mom would have a swollen eye or something on her bruised. I try and push that thought away. I get out of bed stretching. God Im tired I grab the cleanest pair of jeans out of the dirty clothes and slide them on, then quickl spray myself with cologne. I pack my backpack and throw it on the bed and slide on my hoodie. The hoodie consist many holes, but it kept me warm so I wasnt complaining. I throw my backpack on my shoulder and walkd down stairs. one thing I noticed while walking down stirs, several things knocked over. stupid bastard I walk in the kitchen. Mom hears me and turns around. Oh mom your beautiful face why do you let him do this to you? I turn away in disgust. Mom gives a fake smile. "Patrick honey, you feeling okay?" she asked so sweeat and innocently.
I shake my head violently.
"Patrick are you hungry?"
I look at her gesturing to the food. her wrist were bruised, I grab her arm and pull her shirt sleeve up, all the way up her arms, bruised. I sigh.
"Mom you dont need this"
"Patrick dont tell me what I need"
I look at her How can you be so calm? How can you yell at me for caring? "Fine Im going to school" I walk out of the kitchen and straight out the front door. I walk to the empty bus and stand. I watch people come, waiting for the bus too. They glared at me as usual, then avoide me. as usual. The bus pulls up, I go to the stairs leading on the bus but was tugged back and pushed to the ground. I look over to see a group of kids surrounding me. "Peice of shit, you dont go before me" A guy says. I stand to my feet and wait as everyone gets on. why the hell do i tolerate this? I get on the bus and to to the back. I look up and a guy is staring at me, he keeps staring, I lookd own, then back up and he is sitting next to me.
"Hey" He says.
I nodd.
"You okay? your just umm...by yourself and your kinda bleeding on the seat" I look down and sure enougth there was blood tickling down my arm and on to the seat. I look up real quickly.
"are you alright your real pale?"
"I dont like the sight of blood" I say.
He grabs my arm and wipes the blood off with his jacket.
He looks at me and smiles.
He watches me as I look down.
"You gonna be okay" he ask
I shake my head he hands me some water and some chocolate.
I look at him, "Umm....No thanks"
"It will help"
I take a bite of the chocolate and suck down the water, "Thanks"
"Well umm...my name is andy" He says.
"My name Patrick"
He gives me a crooked smile.
"So Why are you alone?"
I shrug, "No one likes me, im a freak"
"You are not, to be honest your kind of cute"
"Umm..thanks" I say staring at him akwardly. Is he erm..gay?
He keeps smiling at me.
The bus comes to a stop and I kinda jump up and walk quickly past all the people. I hear bad remarks and I feel spit fly and hit me on my face. Andy comes quickly behind me and picks the guy who spit on me by the neck,"Now what the fuck did he do to you,?"
"HE-"
"Absoulutly nothing" He says cutting the dude off, he throws him against the seat and walks off the bus. "You okay patrick?"
I nodd.
He walks behind me the whole way to my class. "Ummm no offense but are you following me?"
"No I have this class"
"Oh sorry"
I sit in very back and he sits infront of me. People stare at andy, weirdly. "WHAT?"he practically yells.
People look away and I begin to smile.

I sit in my room but get up quickly at the sound of a big bang. I go downstairs and moms laying on the floor. I go to her side and she is crying, I help her up on the couch. Then he comes at me knocking me over. I groan as I hit the stairway railing. He laughs and goes back to mom and practically rips her pants off and yanks his dick out and shoves it in her. I let out a cry and jump up and go to the kitchen, grabing a knife and come at him stabbing him several times he falls to the floor. "Patrick what have you done" Mom yells.
I look at her, "What have I done? I just fucking saved you and thats all you have to say?"
She looks at me in such disguist,"Leave"
"WH-"
"Get out of my house"
"But-"
"Out!" she cries.
I run up stairs and start grabbing everything i own and stuff it into bags.
I walk out of the house and look around. I go to a dark alley and set my stuff there then sit on the ground. what the hell am I gonna do now?
I close my eyes trying to keep the tears escaping from my eyes, Finally the presure passes and I open my eyes and look as people pass. A guy walks passed and backs up and smiles at me. "Dont you go to my school?"
I nodd.
"Why are you um..here?"
"Does it fucking matter. your gonna laugh walk away and tell people"
"Shows what you know" he says sitting beside me.
"My mom kicked me out for fucking saving her li-"
"Oh"
I nodd, once again and I feel the tears well up.
"Come with me" He says.
we walk for a while then we come to a house.. He knocks and a women with pretty long blond hair opens the door. "Oh pete, hey there he's down stairs"
I fallow him with all my bags in my hand.we walk into a big den like room. "Set your stuff down" He says.
"Your name is pete?"
"Yes"
I let my eyes wonder on ever inch of the room, I never saw a room so clean with so much stuff."Hey andy" Pete says.
I turn around real quickly and andy smiles.
"I see, I see! its patrick" He says dorkily.
I give a fake smile,"Hey andy"
"Why do you have alot of bags?"
"anndy" Pete drags on" can you umm..let him stay here he kinda has no where to go"
"Sure of course" he says smiling. He hugs pete. "Do you like need anything?"
"Ummm...yes my back is like really hurting"
"Take off your shirt" Andy says.
I turn ghost white, then slide off my shirt, andy grabs my shirt and puts it in the basket in the corner. I look at petes facial expression.
"Is it that bad?" I ask.
He nodds.
"Your back has one big cut, its erm..bleeding, and your back is really bruised"
I frown.
"Umm.. can I clean it up?" He asks.
I nodd
"Hey ummm...andy I have to go Ill be back later"
"Mkay" Andy says biting his lip. Andy walks into his bathroom.
He comes out holding a bandage and some other stuff.
He cleans my back with alchol and runs antibiotics on it. Then he puts the bandage on, and smiles. He goes to his dresser drawr and takes out a shirt, then throws it at me.
"You want me to wash that?"He asks pointing to my bag of clothes.
I shrug then I fell a tear slip.
Andy comes to my side real quick. He wraps his arms around me,"Whats wrong?" I try to explain but all I could manage to do is Cry.
"Its okay you can stay here as long as you want"
"Its not that I j-just fucking saw my mom get raped, and when I helped her she told me to leave!" I cry uncontrolably.
"Shhh..its okay"
He holds me in his arms rocking me back in forth until finally I stop crying. "Ive got to tell my parents your staying with us"
I noddand sit on his bed.
He leaves the room, I watch with every steop. He comes back 10 minutes later smiling with a pizza and a salad. He hands me the pizza and he keeps the salad.
"You dont want any?" I ask
"Im vegan"
"Oh"
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