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I close my eyes and begin rocking back and forth..
Andy smiles at me and wraps his arms around me as we begin to watch t.v.
We hear people coming down the stairs.
It was pete...and another guy.
This guy had long curly hair in the form of a afro sort, it was brown.
"Umm..patrick this is umm..joe" Pete says.
I nodd and give a fake smile.
"Hi pat."
"Its patrick"I correct him.
He looks at me and nodds agreeing then sits on andy's bed, while pete looks at andy.
"Is umm...brendon and ryan coming?" asks andy.
I look at pete and he answers with a nodd.
"Who is ummm..brendon and ryan?"
"They are our friends...dont worry they are nice"
I silently get in a chair and put my knees up to my chin.
"Hey brendon" andy's mom says, then continues,"Hey ryan"
All i hear again is someone coming down the stairs. The first guy had sort of long hair, with eye shadow and eyelinner, he had beautiful eyes and he was really skinny. The second guy wasnt as beautiful as the first. He was, yes, skinny and tall. I look as they walk past me to pete and andy. "Hey brendon" Pete says hugging the real tall skinny one.
so the very beautiful one is ryan..wtf? why am i saying he is beautiful? im not gay..
Ryan looks over at me and smiles.
I smile back and he comes over to me...
"Hi" He says
"H-HI"
"Im ryan"
"im patrick"
"Ive never seen you before"
I frown."No one ever sees me"
"I didnt mean it like that, I meant, i never saw you with andy and pete"
"Because we just kinda met yesterday or today..one or the other i dont remember"
He shrugs and hugs me. He was warm. when he let go of me I could feel my pants rise
shit, what the fuck is this? im not gayyyyyyyyyyy
I cross my legs and hold in the horrible pain go through me.
Ugh..i hate when this happens, Its rubbing against my pants, gosh its throbing too..
I hold back a groan of pain.
shit

I walk to the bus stop with andy. Andy had me wearing his clothes. I had VERY tight jeans and a shirt I would call tight cause all the shirts I would wear are really loose. He smiles at me as we stand at the bus stop. The bus comes and stops. I walk up the stairs and people stare at me as I pass. Andy kinda jumps at them laughing as he scared them. We sit in the front...I look at him and he hugs me reasuringly. "It will be okay, pat. no one will hurt you, not while im around"I give him a warm smile and he brushes his lips against my cheek. I kinda jump and he begins to laugh. When the bus arrived at the school me and andy zoom down the aisle and get out. I could tell somone was going to say something to me about going before them but andy glared at him as he passed. I look at all the people staring as I pass them, one even had the nerve to stop me.
"Wow patrick, you look good" She says.
what the fuck? Tight jeans and a tight ass shirt is looking good? these people need help
"Thanks, you too" I say
she smiles as we walk away.
I go to my locker and andy waits, patiently.
Finally he talks,"Pat. we need to hurry or we will be late."
I give him a nodd and we walk off, down the hallway to our class.
I looked around the class and noticed something I hadnt noticed before, Ryan. He was sitting on the other side of the room. He smiles at me and waves as I sit in my normal seat. He stands up and comes over. He sits beside me and holds his arms out for a hug.
"Hiya pat." He says.
"Hey" I say.
He swings his hair back and Thats what keeps me looking.
He turns and looks at me.
I look away quickly and focus on what the teacher was saying.

I sit at the lunch table and andy, followed by ryan,pete, and joe come and sit beside me.
Of course andy sits close to me.
I smile and look down at my plate, then turn away from it.
yah im not eating
I look up and everyone is staring at me.
"What?" I say.
"nothing, we just kinda noticed what your wearing."
"What the fuck its clothes. everyone has been lookin at me different."
"Maybe thats what you needed is a change" Joe says.
Pete and andy give him a quick glare.
I stand up dump my tray and walk away. Ryan taggs along.
"Whats wrong patrick?"
I shrug and keep walking.
"I understand why you wouldnt tell me, Im not going to pressure you either, If you want you can tell me thou"
I look at him, "Ill tell you later"
He nodds."Okay"
I give a fake smile and he hugs me.
"Whatever it maybe, im sure it'll be alright." He says reasuringly.
"Maybe It will, maybe it wont."

Ryan sits infront of me at andy's house.
"Mkay...ive told this tooo many times, okay my mom kicked me out, after saving her life, my dad was drunk and I saw him rape her. I lost control and went to the kitchen, grabbed a knife and just begin to stab him. She told me to go, get out of her house, and im kinda living here with andy."I say
Ryans eyes were grew wide. "ummmm...wow...I had no Idea....babe, you have us, you dont need them, I know you dont know me well but Ill be here whenever you need someone to talk to"
I nodd and he hugs and presses his lips swiftly on my cheek.

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