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Brain cells dying day by day.
Materialistic needs evaporating.
The harsh words sinking through your insides.
Pain erupting like a volcano, rushing out like lava.
Drastic measures are taken.
Self harm taken into deep consideration.
Forgivness in another dimension,
seeking it's way to it's home.
The emotion in a childs eye,
gives you enough anger to kill.
The realization of it all.
The memories taking it's place in space,
hour after hour all is remembered,
The manipulation,
the lies,
the decite,
All coming back to you, through another heart.
Telling you what it all means.
Being torn apart from the inside out.
Being reminded, you made a mistake.
But the rememberance is shown through something worse.
The barriers drawn up.
Waiting for you to get a backbone.
And when you do, the fight begins.
The yelling and screaming, all in heartless forms.
No slight changes or bends of the truth.
Just fight til you win.
And the emotions come back to you, you won a battle,
You won a soul.
Your back in place.
Your going home and for once you can say it
'Life's not here to be fucked with. It's here to be fought for.'

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Okay so none of that really makes sense, but I just needed to write something, so if you read it, review if you like, it's up to you.

Xox,
CrimsonFlowers.