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flash back
"holly,megan me and and your mom have to talk to you's"my dad shouted from the kitchen,megan was my stepsister since her mother kate married my dad 2 years ago.me and meg got of the couch and made our way to the kitchen were my dad and kate were sitting
"what"we both said while taking a seat across from them
"well"my dad started
"well what"i asked
"were moving again to new jersey next week as im needed there for my job"he said
"what no,dad you promised this was the last time,you dont know how hard it is for us moving schools making new friends and trying not to get make friends with the wrong peope"i screamed
"calm down holly,i know its hard,i know i promised but this time i swear it will be the last time"he said
"you always say it will be the last time but it never is with you,ive been to 7 diffrent schools in the past 2 years the only real friend i have is megan,do you know what it feels like to try and not get atached to people cause you know as soon as you do you will be gone in no time" i shouted
"it dosent bother me i like a change"megan inturpeted
"was i asking you"i shouted at her i didnt mean to sound horrible but i was so angry
"sorry"she mumbled
"holly dont take this out on your dad or megan for that matter,i know its hard i have to try to find a new job every time we move i have to make new friends but i can deal with it,and if you would have let your father finish this is a permanent posistion so it will be the last time were moving untill you move by yourself"kate said calmly
"im sorry i know i shouldnt have said that to megan and i know we all have to do new things but it aint fair,il beive its a permanent posistion if were still in jersey after a month"i said

and left the kitchen and went to my bedroom and looked my door and started to pack,there was tears coming from eyes which i couldnt stop i felt so let down by my father,i felt pain inside me and the only way i could get rid of this feeling was to turn to my sharp object and put it to my skin and let it spell betrayed.....

end of flash back

MY POV......
im in megans car waiting for her to her hurry her ass up and drive to our new school belleville high,ive been for at least 6 minutes now,final she apears and gets into the car and we leave thank god
"its a bout time could you have been any slower"i asked
"well if i rushed i would have forgotten my details for the school and principle note like someone"she answered handing me a couple of slips
"oh right thanks,what would i do without you"i said putting the slios in my bag
"i dont know holls"she laughed,when we got to the school we both walked into the principles office with our details and she gave us our timetable and locker keys and room numbers.when we got out megan told me she would see me at lunch since she was a grade ahead of me and we proberly wouldnt see eachother till then.
i looked at my timetable biology first class yay this is going to be fun i thought as i walked into lab2 the teacher was called mr.edwards and he made me introduce myself to the class wich i hated
"hi,im holly sanders and im from chicago"i said
"okay miss sanders go and take a seat next to ragan last desk on the right"he said and pointed to the desk,this girl looked punkisk like me so i thought we would get on..
"hey im holly"i said smiling
"thats nice"she said and looked away,right then i knew making friends in this place is going to be hard the bell rang after 35minutes of boredom,i was glad to be getting out of this class as i was walking down the hall way theese jocks and cheerleaders came up to me
"hey new girl like the t-shirt"the tall jock guy said
"thanks i think"i said and kept walking
"the title totally suits you"one of the poroxide blonde cheerleaders
shouted
"and what do you mean by that"i asked
"eh misfit cause your not going to fit in any were else little emo girl your going to be one of the freaks like your sister and the fags in this school"she laughed
"well for your information i rather be a misfit and a fag than a blonde prostitue skanky little bitch like you"i laughed,all you could hear was o coming from that ragan girl and what seemed like her friends
"you little bitch wait untill i get you alone you'l be sorry"she screamed
"eh hello i am alone you must be to dumb to notice otherwise your all talk but no action"i walked up to her and laughed
"oh thats it your dead"she shouted and hit me
"is that all you can do"i asked,she hit me again this time everyone was crowed around
"you asked for it"she pushed me and start kicking me then she grabed my wrist which hurt like a motherfucker cause one my cuts open
"oh sorry i dont need to hurt you since you hurt yourself"she laughed
"you whore"i screamed
"well atlest i dont hurt myself when i have problems"she laughed and walked away
"you dont know shit" i shouted and ragged her hair and punch her in the eye
"now thats how you hit a person"i laughed and walked away and she stood there in shock,i ran to the bathroom as i could clean myself up and stop the bleeding i stayed in ther for the next two classes untill it was lunchtime,i walked in to the lunch room were everyone just stared at me megan came up to me and brought me down to table
"holly i heard you got in a fight with a cheerleader,you okay"she said
"yeah my arm is sore and my ribs and not forgetting my busted lip but i should be okay"i laughed
"dude thats nothing to laugh about,people keep saying you ran away crying"she said
"eh nope i hit her and then walked away "i shouted
"oh well shes telling everyone diffrent but its only the popular people who belive her so no need to worry,did you make and friends"she asked
"they can belive what ever they want i dont give a shit,well nope i tried to make friends with this girl called ragan but she seems like a bi-"i was cutt off
"sorry but your in our seats"a guy with blonde hair and a lip ring said.while tipping me on the shoulder when i looked around i noticed the girl there with him and a few others i thought oh great this shall be fun ....














yeah that was my first chp tell me what you think of it il try and update as soon as i can lol
xoxo
holly

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