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Am I more than you bargained for yet?
How are Patrick and Natasha gonna take care of the baby?! How does Pete feel about it?! Find out in this chapter! It's an awesome one. ;)
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Chapter 34- Am I more than you bargained for yet?
~Pete~
I watched as Patrick and Natasha hugged each other. There were tears in their eyes and in mine. I got up and put my arms around both of them. Madison walked over and hugged our legs.
I looked up and saw people staring at us. An old woman wearing a big purple hat had out a tissue and was dabbing at her eyes.
Looking away, I tapped Patrick on the shoulder. “Uh, guys? Everyone is kinda staring.”
He pulled away from the hug and looked around.
“Oh. Maybe we should go home.”
Natasha put her hands in her pockets. “Yeah..... We probably should.”
I took a hold of Patrick and Madison's hand and guided them out of the clinic. Tasha held Patrick's hand as well.
As we were sitting in the car, Natasha and Patrick started to talk about the pregnancy.
“Patrick, I really don't want to go to school.”
“Look, you have to. Your mom let you stay here and I'm not gonna cross her by letting you be a high school drop out.”
Natasha's voice became more high pitch and shrill as she yelled at Patrick.
“Have you even seen Juno? Do you see how they treated her?”
Patrick slapped his forehead. “That was a fucking movie! It didn't even happen!”
“But it was based on real situations! What makes you think that they wouldn't talk about me behind my back and call me names?”
“Just ignore them! Not everyone in the whole damn school is going to be talking about you!”
“You're being a real dick, you know that? I am fucking pregnant and you think that this is going to be easy for me? Fuck you!”
I cringed when she said that. I never heard her use such colorful language before.
“I can't believe you're talking to me this way! I let you stay in my home, and this is the way you treat me? I don't know why you're being so difficult!”
“Do you really think that I want to be in this condition? I never should have saved your ass at the bar that night. I should have left you there!”
Patrick turned around a little more in his seat.
“That reminds me, why in the hell were you at a bar? I believe you are only 15.”
“I was there because my friends wanted me to come and I thought I deserved a night out. Who knew that I was going to see the person I love in a bar drunk?!”
Natasha stared at him, her chest heaving.
Patrick's eyes softened. “Did you say that you loved me?”
“Not loved, love. I still am in love with you. That's why I gave in so quickly that night. I knew that I was never gonna get a chance like that again. I didn't know that I was gonna end up pregnant because of it.”
Patrick took her hand, even though he was in an uncomfortable position.
“Natasha, I love you too. Just in a different way. I'm sorry, but I can't let you skip school. If you want, you can transfer to a different one, but that's the best I can do.”
She shook her head. “Just forget it. I'll just stay at this school. If I change my mind, I'll let you know.”
“Okay, I just want to make this as comfortable for you as possible.”
She blew out a breath. “Yeah, like this could ever be remotely comfortable. Soon, I'll have weird cravings, mood swings, and I'll get really horny.”
I chuckled. “I can't wait for that.”
She hit the back of my head and crossed her arms.
“Here I am, living with two people from my favorite band in the world, and I can't even get along with them!”
Patrick shook his head. “Don't worry about it. It's my fault for being too hard on you.” He bit his lip and adjusted his hat. “I got you into this mess, so I'm gonna make this as easy for you as possible. Plus, I am the father.”
“Well, this was always my dream. To have a baby by Patrick Stump. But I was hoping do to it at least after high school.”
He shrugged. “At least you got your wish.”
The rest of the trip home was silent besides Madison chattering away about starting pre-school in August. I didn't even want to think about her going away somewhere I couldn't watch her. I didn't think that she needed to go to pre-school, but Patrick insisted that she went.
When we got home, Ryan greeted us at the door. I was surprised to see him and the rest of Panic here so early since they said they wouldn't be home until later that night.
“Hi, Pete! How was your Christmas?” He said, giving me a hug.
“Uh, fine? Why are you guys home so early?”
Spencer got up and gave me and Patrick a glass of wine that they were also drinking.
“Because we took an earlier flight, that's why. Are you not happy to see us?”
I shook my head. “No, that's not it, I was just surprised. Welcome home, you guys.”
Ryan kissed my cheek. “Thanks doll, I missed you.” He kissed Patrick's cheek. “And you too.”
He bent down and kissed Madison's nose. “And of course I missed you.”
She giggled and grabbed on to my pant leg. “You're right daddy. He is a drama queen.”
He put his hands on his hips. “Why are you telling her that? I am not a drama queen.”
I rolled my eyes. “Whatever, Ryan.”
He smacked his fore head. “Oh! I almost forgot. A girl that says she knows Natasha,” He pointed at Natasha. “is here. She's up in the bathroom right now.”
Natasha raised an eyebrow, obviously confused.
Soon, a girl with brown hair came downstairs.
“Hey, Ryan, is there any pudding in the fridge because I'm-”
She stopped talking when she looked over at us.
Natasha squealed and ran over to the girl.
“Oh my God, Azure! I didn't know that you were coming!”
The girl apparently named Azure laughed. “I told you that I was coming.”
“I thought you were joking!”
Azure ran her fingers through her hair. “I was at first, but then I asked my mom. For some reason, she said yes. I guess she was in a good mood.”
I snapped my fingers. “Uh, hello? Can someone explain to me what is going on?”
Natasha turned to me, obviously annoyed that I interrupted her. “This is my friend Azure. We met on facebook on a Patrick Stump fan page and we were friends ever since then. I guess she decided to surprise me and came all the way over here from Nebraska!”
I nodded. “So, how long are you staying?”
“Two weeks!”
I rubbed the spot between my eyebrows. “There aren't any beds left.”
Natasha gave me an evil look. “She can either sleep on the couch or sleep in my bed with me. It's her choice.”
Azure smiled. “Oh, I can just sleep on the couch. I don't want to take up room in your bed.”
She shrugged. “Okay, suit yourself.”
I threw my hands up in the air. “Fine! Whatever! She can stay! Better yet, let's fly all of your friends down and they can all stay!”
“Great idea!”
Patrick shook his head. “He was just kidding.”
She pouted. “I figured.”
Ryan put his arm around my shoulders and said, “Come on, let's sit and talk. We have so much to tell you. I saw this cute pair of shoes that I just had to have!”
I sighed. I had a feeling that this was gonna take a while.
Three hours later, I was the only one Ryan was talking to, so people started head upstairs to bed.
Soon, the whole band except Ryan was in bed. Natasha and her friend headed upstairs to gossip I assumed.
Patrick stayed by my side for another thirty minutes, yawning the whole time. He kept biting his lip to keep conceal the yawns, but I could tell. His eye lids were closing, making him look really cute.
I rubbed his back. “Babe, why don't you go to bed? You've had a long day.”
He looked at his watch. “Yeah, I guess it is getting kind of late. Okay, I'm off then. Wake me up when you come to bed, okay?”
“Okay, good night.” I said, kissing him lightly on the lips.
Ryan gave him a hug. “Good night, darling.”
Patrick gave him a awkward good bye and left the room.
He grinned. “I thought he'd never leave.”
I raised an eyebrow. “Don't get any ideas. I've talked to Patrick with this and I promised him that I wouldn't cheat.”
Ryan gasped, a shocked look on his face. It was obviously fake.
“Now, I am appalled. Is that what you really think of me? As some sort of horny slut?”
“No, but you've been known for you slut-like behaviors.”
He huffed. “I'm not a slut, I'm just friendly.”
He laughed, which confused me. “What are you laughing at?”
“You're hair, it's doing something weird. Here, I'll fix it for you.”
His hand reached out and combed a piece of hair out of my face. He did it slower than I thought was needed.
“There, that's much better. Now I can see your sexy face.”
“Ryan....” I warned.
He laughed. “Relax. I'm just telling the truth. You really are sexy, you know that?”
“Yes, Patrick tells me all the time.”
I felt his hand creep up on my thigh. “That's real nice of him. He must be really good to you.”
“Yeah, he is.”
He leaned in closer so his face was a inch away from mine. “Except when he's with those girls. He can never stay away from them, can he?”
I gulped. “He's working on it. He's not used to being gay.”
I felt his lips briefly touch mine. “Yes, but I am.”
His lips collided with mine and without thinking, I kissed back. I started to lean back a little bit, so he could lay on top of me. My mind was telling me that this was wrong and that I should push him off. But I didn't. My mind may have been thinking that, but my body was thinking a whole different thing. All it wanted was Ryan. And to kiss Ryan. And to fuck Ryan.
I pulled off my shirt and Ryan started licking all over, stopping at my nipples so he could nibble at them. They became hard, and I tugged at Ryan's hair slightly.
His hands trailed down to my jeans and he started to massage my cock over the fabric. It got hard, making my jeans stretch out.
He finally stopped teasing me and slowly pulled down the zipper. He undid the button and tugged down my jeans and boxers in one swift motion.
I watched him gaze at my dick hungrily. He licked at it slowly, though, which drove me insane.
I raised my hips off the couch, urging him to take me in his mouth. He pinned down my hips and held me still.
He continued to lick, with one hand at the base of my cock. The other hand was massaging my balls, stimulating me more.
He finally took me in his mouth, sucking lightly. He pulled away briefly to stick his tongue in my slit, making me bite my lip.
Again, he took in my whole length, and sucked harder. His head was making a bobbing motion. I felt myself leak pre cum into his mouth, and he licked it away quickly. I had my eyes clothes, focusing the on the rhythm he was making.
I heard a faint noise. It sounded like the stairs creaking. I opened up eyes and Natasha and her friend were standing in front of me.
Azure, look fascinated in horrified sort of way. As for Natasha, she looked more pissed.
I hit Ryan in the head and he finally looked up. He scrambled away from me and I quickly covered myself.
“Natasha, this isn't what it looks like.”
“Mhm, I'm not seeing you and Ryan fucking?”
I scratched the back of my head. “Okay, so it does. Just please don't tell Patrick.”
She shook her head. “I don't know. I might.”
I looked at her pleadingly. She still looked like she was thinking. I hoped that she was thinking about sparing me.
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Hehehe, I wonder what Natasha is gonna do! Hmmm...still haven't decided yet. I think I know what I'm going to name her baby, but if you have any ideas, feel free to submit them!
alex -nods- : You didn't tell me what you wanted it to be! But as for the boy name....NO! My friend (who I think might be gay) is named Andrew. But I'll think about the girl names. If it's going to be a girl, that is.
falloutbaby89 : Ick! Sorry, the name Spencer is haunting to me. Very annoying "friend" of mine is named Spencer. BLECK! But keep thinking!
Please.....RATE AND REVIEW!!!!
~Pete~
I watched as Patrick and Natasha hugged each other. There were tears in their eyes and in mine. I got up and put my arms around both of them. Madison walked over and hugged our legs.
I looked up and saw people staring at us. An old woman wearing a big purple hat had out a tissue and was dabbing at her eyes.
Looking away, I tapped Patrick on the shoulder. “Uh, guys? Everyone is kinda staring.”
He pulled away from the hug and looked around.
“Oh. Maybe we should go home.”
Natasha put her hands in her pockets. “Yeah..... We probably should.”
I took a hold of Patrick and Madison's hand and guided them out of the clinic. Tasha held Patrick's hand as well.
As we were sitting in the car, Natasha and Patrick started to talk about the pregnancy.
“Patrick, I really don't want to go to school.”
“Look, you have to. Your mom let you stay here and I'm not gonna cross her by letting you be a high school drop out.”
Natasha's voice became more high pitch and shrill as she yelled at Patrick.
“Have you even seen Juno? Do you see how they treated her?”
Patrick slapped his forehead. “That was a fucking movie! It didn't even happen!”
“But it was based on real situations! What makes you think that they wouldn't talk about me behind my back and call me names?”
“Just ignore them! Not everyone in the whole damn school is going to be talking about you!”
“You're being a real dick, you know that? I am fucking pregnant and you think that this is going to be easy for me? Fuck you!”
I cringed when she said that. I never heard her use such colorful language before.
“I can't believe you're talking to me this way! I let you stay in my home, and this is the way you treat me? I don't know why you're being so difficult!”
“Do you really think that I want to be in this condition? I never should have saved your ass at the bar that night. I should have left you there!”
Patrick turned around a little more in his seat.
“That reminds me, why in the hell were you at a bar? I believe you are only 15.”
“I was there because my friends wanted me to come and I thought I deserved a night out. Who knew that I was going to see the person I love in a bar drunk?!”
Natasha stared at him, her chest heaving.
Patrick's eyes softened. “Did you say that you loved me?”
“Not loved, love. I still am in love with you. That's why I gave in so quickly that night. I knew that I was never gonna get a chance like that again. I didn't know that I was gonna end up pregnant because of it.”
Patrick took her hand, even though he was in an uncomfortable position.
“Natasha, I love you too. Just in a different way. I'm sorry, but I can't let you skip school. If you want, you can transfer to a different one, but that's the best I can do.”
She shook her head. “Just forget it. I'll just stay at this school. If I change my mind, I'll let you know.”
“Okay, I just want to make this as comfortable for you as possible.”
She blew out a breath. “Yeah, like this could ever be remotely comfortable. Soon, I'll have weird cravings, mood swings, and I'll get really horny.”
I chuckled. “I can't wait for that.”
She hit the back of my head and crossed her arms.
“Here I am, living with two people from my favorite band in the world, and I can't even get along with them!”
Patrick shook his head. “Don't worry about it. It's my fault for being too hard on you.” He bit his lip and adjusted his hat. “I got you into this mess, so I'm gonna make this as easy for you as possible. Plus, I am the father.”
“Well, this was always my dream. To have a baby by Patrick Stump. But I was hoping do to it at least after high school.”
He shrugged. “At least you got your wish.”
The rest of the trip home was silent besides Madison chattering away about starting pre-school in August. I didn't even want to think about her going away somewhere I couldn't watch her. I didn't think that she needed to go to pre-school, but Patrick insisted that she went.
When we got home, Ryan greeted us at the door. I was surprised to see him and the rest of Panic here so early since they said they wouldn't be home until later that night.
“Hi, Pete! How was your Christmas?” He said, giving me a hug.
“Uh, fine? Why are you guys home so early?”
Spencer got up and gave me and Patrick a glass of wine that they were also drinking.
“Because we took an earlier flight, that's why. Are you not happy to see us?”
I shook my head. “No, that's not it, I was just surprised. Welcome home, you guys.”
Ryan kissed my cheek. “Thanks doll, I missed you.” He kissed Patrick's cheek. “And you too.”
He bent down and kissed Madison's nose. “And of course I missed you.”
She giggled and grabbed on to my pant leg. “You're right daddy. He is a drama queen.”
He put his hands on his hips. “Why are you telling her that? I am not a drama queen.”
I rolled my eyes. “Whatever, Ryan.”
He smacked his fore head. “Oh! I almost forgot. A girl that says she knows Natasha,” He pointed at Natasha. “is here. She's up in the bathroom right now.”
Natasha raised an eyebrow, obviously confused.
Soon, a girl with brown hair came downstairs.
“Hey, Ryan, is there any pudding in the fridge because I'm-”
She stopped talking when she looked over at us.
Natasha squealed and ran over to the girl.
“Oh my God, Azure! I didn't know that you were coming!”
The girl apparently named Azure laughed. “I told you that I was coming.”
“I thought you were joking!”
Azure ran her fingers through her hair. “I was at first, but then I asked my mom. For some reason, she said yes. I guess she was in a good mood.”
I snapped my fingers. “Uh, hello? Can someone explain to me what is going on?”
Natasha turned to me, obviously annoyed that I interrupted her. “This is my friend Azure. We met on facebook on a Patrick Stump fan page and we were friends ever since then. I guess she decided to surprise me and came all the way over here from Nebraska!”
I nodded. “So, how long are you staying?”
“Two weeks!”
I rubbed the spot between my eyebrows. “There aren't any beds left.”
Natasha gave me an evil look. “She can either sleep on the couch or sleep in my bed with me. It's her choice.”
Azure smiled. “Oh, I can just sleep on the couch. I don't want to take up room in your bed.”
She shrugged. “Okay, suit yourself.”
I threw my hands up in the air. “Fine! Whatever! She can stay! Better yet, let's fly all of your friends down and they can all stay!”
“Great idea!”
Patrick shook his head. “He was just kidding.”
She pouted. “I figured.”
Ryan put his arm around my shoulders and said, “Come on, let's sit and talk. We have so much to tell you. I saw this cute pair of shoes that I just had to have!”
I sighed. I had a feeling that this was gonna take a while.
Three hours later, I was the only one Ryan was talking to, so people started head upstairs to bed.
Soon, the whole band except Ryan was in bed. Natasha and her friend headed upstairs to gossip I assumed.
Patrick stayed by my side for another thirty minutes, yawning the whole time. He kept biting his lip to keep conceal the yawns, but I could tell. His eye lids were closing, making him look really cute.
I rubbed his back. “Babe, why don't you go to bed? You've had a long day.”
He looked at his watch. “Yeah, I guess it is getting kind of late. Okay, I'm off then. Wake me up when you come to bed, okay?”
“Okay, good night.” I said, kissing him lightly on the lips.
Ryan gave him a hug. “Good night, darling.”
Patrick gave him a awkward good bye and left the room.
He grinned. “I thought he'd never leave.”
I raised an eyebrow. “Don't get any ideas. I've talked to Patrick with this and I promised him that I wouldn't cheat.”
Ryan gasped, a shocked look on his face. It was obviously fake.
“Now, I am appalled. Is that what you really think of me? As some sort of horny slut?”
“No, but you've been known for you slut-like behaviors.”
He huffed. “I'm not a slut, I'm just friendly.”
He laughed, which confused me. “What are you laughing at?”
“You're hair, it's doing something weird. Here, I'll fix it for you.”
His hand reached out and combed a piece of hair out of my face. He did it slower than I thought was needed.
“There, that's much better. Now I can see your sexy face.”
“Ryan....” I warned.
He laughed. “Relax. I'm just telling the truth. You really are sexy, you know that?”
“Yes, Patrick tells me all the time.”
I felt his hand creep up on my thigh. “That's real nice of him. He must be really good to you.”
“Yeah, he is.”
He leaned in closer so his face was a inch away from mine. “Except when he's with those girls. He can never stay away from them, can he?”
I gulped. “He's working on it. He's not used to being gay.”
I felt his lips briefly touch mine. “Yes, but I am.”
His lips collided with mine and without thinking, I kissed back. I started to lean back a little bit, so he could lay on top of me. My mind was telling me that this was wrong and that I should push him off. But I didn't. My mind may have been thinking that, but my body was thinking a whole different thing. All it wanted was Ryan. And to kiss Ryan. And to fuck Ryan.
I pulled off my shirt and Ryan started licking all over, stopping at my nipples so he could nibble at them. They became hard, and I tugged at Ryan's hair slightly.
His hands trailed down to my jeans and he started to massage my cock over the fabric. It got hard, making my jeans stretch out.
He finally stopped teasing me and slowly pulled down the zipper. He undid the button and tugged down my jeans and boxers in one swift motion.
I watched him gaze at my dick hungrily. He licked at it slowly, though, which drove me insane.
I raised my hips off the couch, urging him to take me in his mouth. He pinned down my hips and held me still.
He continued to lick, with one hand at the base of my cock. The other hand was massaging my balls, stimulating me more.
He finally took me in his mouth, sucking lightly. He pulled away briefly to stick his tongue in my slit, making me bite my lip.
Again, he took in my whole length, and sucked harder. His head was making a bobbing motion. I felt myself leak pre cum into his mouth, and he licked it away quickly. I had my eyes clothes, focusing the on the rhythm he was making.
I heard a faint noise. It sounded like the stairs creaking. I opened up eyes and Natasha and her friend were standing in front of me.
Azure, look fascinated in horrified sort of way. As for Natasha, she looked more pissed.
I hit Ryan in the head and he finally looked up. He scrambled away from me and I quickly covered myself.
“Natasha, this isn't what it looks like.”
“Mhm, I'm not seeing you and Ryan fucking?”
I scratched the back of my head. “Okay, so it does. Just please don't tell Patrick.”
She shook her head. “I don't know. I might.”
I looked at her pleadingly. She still looked like she was thinking. I hoped that she was thinking about sparing me.
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Hehehe, I wonder what Natasha is gonna do! Hmmm...still haven't decided yet. I think I know what I'm going to name her baby, but if you have any ideas, feel free to submit them!
alex -nods- : You didn't tell me what you wanted it to be! But as for the boy name....NO! My friend (who I think might be gay) is named Andrew. But I'll think about the girl names. If it's going to be a girl, that is.
falloutbaby89 : Ick! Sorry, the name Spencer is haunting to me. Very annoying "friend" of mine is named Spencer. BLECK! But keep thinking!
Please.....RATE AND REVIEW!!!!
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