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I sat there and looked at the message getting ready to open it, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I decided against it. I just couldn't possible wanna know what was in it. I mean I do and there is not reason for me not to open it, but I just don't wanna. I check it and bring my mouse over to the delete button. I pause there for a minute thinking if this is the right thing to do. I click delete. Man why did I do that? Now i'm regretting it. Oh, well, if it's really important he'll tell me at school.

OCTOBER 31ST

The days passed so fast that.. I woke up and it was already Halloween. We had a dance at school today. Blake said he would go for me. I told him he didn't have to go if he didn't want to, but he said he would. I got out of bed, got dressed and walked out my room. I caught Jake going downstairs.

"Hey Jake are you going to the dance tonight?"
"Ya, I told you already."
"Oh, I guess I forgot. Who are you going with?"
"Well, Im going in a group with Brock, Jimmy, and others." He said naming them off
"Oh, i see."
"Why did you wanna know?"
"Umm.. no reason just curious."
"Who are you going with?"
"You should know Blake and Brooke."
"Oh ya that's right your still going out with him."
"Why do you like have a problem with him now or something?" I say
"No, just wondering. Can't a guy just wonder?"
"Ya, sure." I say going to the car

When we got to school and walked in it was all covered in Halloween decorations.

"Wow, they sure do go all out." Brooke said
"Your telling me." I say

We make our way to lunch.

"Man, I'm like starving today." Brooke says
"Dude. Like me too." I say back
"Wow, that's weird."
"Ya, kinda."

We get in line to get our food. Blake is behind me with his friends.

"Hey babe."
"Hey Blake."
"So what are you going to do this weekend?"
"Umm.. you know I don't know."
"Oh, well Jimmy is having a party at his house. He invited everyone. Do you wanna go?"
"OH, umm.. sure." I say
"Good, becuase I wasn't gunna go without you."
"Aww.. your just the sweetest boyfriend ever." I say giving him a quick hug

After school Brooke and I went to my room. We had to get ready for the dance.

"Brooke what do you think about this one?" I say holding a A&F shirt to me
"Oh, wow I love that. I think I might have to borrow that one day."
"You do I just got it." I say tilting my head
"Yep you should totally wear that one. You should wear your faded jeans."
"Oh your right those ones are cute."

After we got all situated with what we were going to wear. Jake yells at us to come on.

"Geez Jake we are coming." I yell back
"Ya, well we need to pick up Jimmy and Brock yet."
"What!!... Can't they drive?" I said a little panicked
"Ya, but I told them to car pool because they are staying the night
"Arn't you a little OLD to still be having sleepovers?"
"You still do it." He chimed back
"Ok, well whatever."

We got in the car and I refused to sit in the back so I got to sit in the front. We headed out to Jimmys house. Brock was over there with him. Why? I have no idea. So that saved us a trip. They put their stuff in the back when before they got in.

"Hey guys." Jake said
"What's up Jake?" Brock asked punching his arm
"Not much, but I wouldn't talk to the grump over here."
"Hey!" I say
"Well, your being gay."
"I'm not gay, you must be talking about yourself." I say flipping to 89.1 on the radio and "Speakers Blown" By Hit The Lights was on
"OH, wow I'm so hurt." He said
"Whatever." I say laying my head against the window

We got to the highschool and I got out in a hurry almost forgetting Brooke.

"Sorry Brooke."
"It's ok I'd be mad too."

We got in the school and paid to get in the dance. I found Blake talking to Boston and some other people.

"Blake!" I yell over the music
"Hey, I thought you weren't gunna show."
"OH, ya well, we had to pick up some hickers." I say pointing to Brock and Jimmy
"I see."

A slow song comes on and Blake takes my hand.

"I love this song." I say dancing with him
"Ya, it's perfect for this moment." He says leaning in to give me a kiss
"Aww.. your right it is."

After that a fast song comes on. I looke over and Jake and his possey are being idiots and dancing. They look so retarded. I can't believe I'm related to that. After about another 2 hours the dance was over. I walked outside with Blake and Brooke.

"So, I will see you tomorrow right?" Blake asked
"Yep."
"Ok good." He said giving me a peck on the cheek

I ran over to the car becuase everyone was in it. We dropped off Brooke then headed to the house. I got out the car and walked in the house.

"How was the dance?" I heard my mom ask
"It was magical." I say with a laugh
"OH, did you and Blake kiss?"
"Yep. And he kissed me again outside... well on the cheek."
"Aww.. thats my girl."
"Did you know that Jimmy and Brock are staying?"
"Yes."
"How come no one ever tells me anything!?"
"Oh, well I thought Jake told you."
"Nope." I say going to my room

I change into some shorts and a tank. I go back downstairs to watch a movie in the front room. I decided to watch Sixteen Candles. I love this movie. When it started Jake and his people came downstairs.

"Don't come in the front room!" I yell
"And why not?"
"I'm watching a movie." I declare
"Maybe we wanna watch it too."
"Doubt it.. it's Sixteen Candles."
"Sixteen Candles.. guys don't you just love this movie." He said sarcastically taking a seat next to me on the love seat
"Back up." I say getting up and moving to the couch where Jimmy and Brock were
"What do you not like sitting next to your older brother?" Jake said in a kid voice
"Shut up or leave." I yell at him
"Fine."

I end up falling asleep during the movie. I guess I fell asleep on Jimmy. I woke up and they were all asleep too. I guess they were watching the movie for real. That's weird. I didn't bother getting up. I just fell back asleep on Jimmy. He smelled good and was warm. I think he had his arm around me. I wasnt to sure though.