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Chapter one
To The End
The alarm clock. Invented in 1319. It's been the most hated invention since. Me being one of those
fellow haters. As I woke up from my nice,safe,warm,and loving bed. I sit up and stare at the alarm
clock with pure,unfiltered hatred. It had to wake me up at six o'clock in the morning playing the
Smashing Pumpkins. I much rather still be dreaming of having a picnic with the Bananas in Pajamas
while trying to fend off the three bears. And I'm sure Charlie the Unicorn was off eating my pizza while
this was happening. Damn unicorn. When I finally get the strength to turn off the beast. It hit me, I
finally had to face it. My sad reality,My new personal hell. High School. Damn I miss my bed already.
Despite the unicorn.
I went in the shower,and got all clean and stuff. So I walk back to my room in my towel.(nobody's up
until seven) And try to pick out something to wear. So I finally decided on a Smashing Pumpkin shirt
and black skinnies. With some black high tops,white earrings and a white bracelet. Like you actually
give a flying fuck about what I wear.
Oh how rude of me, I'm sitting here rambling to and you don't know who I am. So let me introduce
myself. I'm Isabella Loren. I'm fifteen,5'1'',and 100-something pounds. I have tan-olive toned
skin,natural plum-ish hair,and chocolate brown eyes. Some people say I'm really pretty or whatever.
And I usually wear hair down with my long fringe covering one or both my eyes. So there's my bio,so
don't ask for it again or later. I hate repeating shit.
Damn,it's only 6:55. School doesn't start until 8:15. Why the fuck do I get up so early. Oh,yeah. My
hair. Let's just say it's takes some serious prepping to get it to stay straight. Like twenty-thirty minutes
of prepping. I hate the girl with the naturally straight, picture perfect hair,like they meant to be in a
piece of Mean Girls fan fiction. Now that I'm in high school, I'm guess it can only get worse. But with
any luck they'll be ugly when they get older. And don't give me crap about how it's bad to wish that.
You know you wished that to. Along putting these bitches in their places.
So as I was continuing rant I suddenly heard
Well,you're a long walk from my street
And I'm dying in this summer heat
I hope like hell you're waiting,waiting
Everybody's living like they're crazy in love
I'm a dizzy mess, and everything is so above me
From the floor to any life I lead today
Well,they can take,take,take the kids from the summer
But,they'll never,never,never take the summer from me
It was-
That's when I finally decided to answer the phone. But,damn I love that song.
Hello
Hey Bella
It was Frank my best friend since third grade. Now,I'm sure want you want to how we met,and if you
don't well fuck you. Well anyways, he sat across from me in class on the first day. I'd just came to
Jersey three weeks prior and was all nervous and stuff. So he comes in a misfit's shirt which I happen to
be wearing to. So we started talking, and I'm sure you can pretty much guess the rest. And I know,I
know it's pretty fucking cliché to walk in the same shirt, and shit but, it doesn't matter. It's how I met
Frankie, and I wouldn't change it for the world.
Hey Frankie
So I was thinking instead of our usual speedway coffee. We get STARBUCKS!!!!!!!! He said over
excitedly.
Frank,I think you had enough coffee already. By the way, how many have you had so far?
Haha. Your so funny. I've had none,thank you. But do you want to go?
Yeah that sounds like fun. A good morning to a horrible day.
First cheer up little emo kid. Secondly high school won't be that bad. You have me. I promise I won't
leave for the sharks. He said then giving a little giggle at the end.
Okay. I promise I won't leave you either.
Good. Now that no one's gonna die. I'll come over in fifteen minutes so be ready.
Okay.
Oh, and wear our hoodie. Okay.
Okay. Bye. See you in a minute dork. I said with a smile.
Okay. See in a minute emo kid. Try not to slit your wrists now.
I'll try not to,but I can't make any promises. The world is a sad place filled
pain,suffering,darkness,death,and evil. So I may not be able to hold on fifteen minutes.
Okay. Bye. He said laughing.
Bye.
So after we finally hung up. I went to my to grab the hoodie. It's probably one of my most prized
possession. Me and Frank made them last year. They're black and fitted. We got white markers and
paint. We put little designs and each other name's on it. I know it's kinda mushy,but whatever. But the
only thing equally as important as the hoodies are our bears. Yes,people both have teddy bears and
we're fifteen. So let me explain before you start crying from laughter. We both got them at the school
carnival in fifth grade. We gave all our tickets to buy them for each other. Ones white with a black heart
and white letters. The other is black with a white heart and black letters. And when you put the hearts
they spell “BFF”. Yeah,I know. Your heart must feel fluffier then if you just read a sappy Twilight
fanfic. By the way the bitch stole my nickname. Frankie always called me Bella, because all the other
Isabellas were called “Is”. Now every Damn Isabella is called Bella now. So only Frankie calls me
Bella. However you can call me Bell. Sorry I can't help but rant. I got it from my mama.
So after I put on some black eyeliner and soft pink lip gloss, I was ready to go. I had to go check and
make sure everything was in my wallet. I had my library card,Speedy rewards card( we go there every
morning since 7th grade),Pick N Save club card(they have cheaper candy plus me and Frank go and buy
cookies,nachos,or other stuff),My prepaid credit card(my dad got it for me when my parents divorced.
He adds about twenty to fifty dollars a week. Yet I'm still cheap.),then my student library card,And
student I.D.(I don't even have to tell you about my picture. You can pretty much guess.). So it seems I
have everything.
So I start going to the living room to wait for Frankie when my mom scream “Isabella wake up It's
time for school!” “Mom I'm ready,I'm about to leave!”I scream back. She wouldn't have heard it if I
said it to her like a normal person. “Okay!” she yelled down the stairs. “Is Frank gonna pick you
up?”She said while she made a face when she said Frank. She thinks I hang out with him to much.
“Yes,mom. He's my best friend.” “Fine” she said coldly. Whatever,I don't care what's she thinks. Insert
Fall Out Boy joke here.
Ding Dong
Ding Dong
Ding Dong
I run to the door and there's Frank. He's in a misfits T-shirt,black skinnies,black low tops,our
hoodie,and black and red eyeliner. “Well,don't you look awesome.” I said with a smile. “Of course. You
don't look too shitty yourself.” “Why,thank you.”I said while rolling my eyes. “Shouldn't we go now?”
“I was waiting for you.” he said rolling his eyes. “Go fuck yourself.”I said laughing a bit. “Already
did.” he said with a smile then started laughing. “Eeeewww!”
While we were walking to Starbucks, we talked about General Hospital.
It's really starting to look like Liz and Jason aren't gonna be together. Frankie said with a sigh.
Thank God! I hate that bitch!
You're just mad there's no more Jason and Robin.
Damn straight! Now that Robin had that baby with Patrick there's no hope!
Who do you think should be with Jason since he can't have he true love Elizabeth?
I think Sam is way better. But a rock could be better than Elizabitch!
So the conversation went pretty much like that until they got to Starbucks. We got Milky Ways and
chocolate muffins. We both got a little table in the back so we could talk.
So high school starts in about thirty-five minutes. How are you feeling Frankie? I said with some
nervousness showing through my voice.
Okay. A little nervous,but okay. Are you okay? You seem kinda scared shitless.
Well,It's just-
It's just what? You know can tell me anything Bell.
It's just everything is gonna change. And four years from now we could change our minds on the plan,
and go to different collages and never see each other again. I said about to cry. And I never cry. The last
time was in 5th grade when my mom said we were going to move. We never ended up moving,but me
and Frankie cried the whole day. Then we got the bears.
Isabella,I said I'll never leave you. And I promise that to this day. I love you more than I can put into
words. I'll never leave you. Frankie also about to cry. I have that affect on me. As he does me.
I love you too, Frankie. I will always be with you. I said smiling, tears dripping from my eyes.
Now let's toast! Frankie said while grabbing his cup.
How about to the end? I said while I grabbed my cup.
To the end? Frankie said looking at me like I was crazy.
Yes,to the end of middle school! I said with a smile.
To the end of childhood! Frankie said with a smile.
To the end of the world!
To the end of time!
To the end of our lives!
To the end of the universe!
To The End!
We said at the same time. Then we took a big sip.
To The End
To The End
The alarm clock. Invented in 1319. It's been the most hated invention since. Me being one of those
fellow haters. As I woke up from my nice,safe,warm,and loving bed. I sit up and stare at the alarm
clock with pure,unfiltered hatred. It had to wake me up at six o'clock in the morning playing the
Smashing Pumpkins. I much rather still be dreaming of having a picnic with the Bananas in Pajamas
while trying to fend off the three bears. And I'm sure Charlie the Unicorn was off eating my pizza while
this was happening. Damn unicorn. When I finally get the strength to turn off the beast. It hit me, I
finally had to face it. My sad reality,My new personal hell. High School. Damn I miss my bed already.
Despite the unicorn.
I went in the shower,and got all clean and stuff. So I walk back to my room in my towel.(nobody's up
until seven) And try to pick out something to wear. So I finally decided on a Smashing Pumpkin shirt
and black skinnies. With some black high tops,white earrings and a white bracelet. Like you actually
give a flying fuck about what I wear.
Oh how rude of me, I'm sitting here rambling to and you don't know who I am. So let me introduce
myself. I'm Isabella Loren. I'm fifteen,5'1'',and 100-something pounds. I have tan-olive toned
skin,natural plum-ish hair,and chocolate brown eyes. Some people say I'm really pretty or whatever.
And I usually wear hair down with my long fringe covering one or both my eyes. So there's my bio,so
don't ask for it again or later. I hate repeating shit.
Damn,it's only 6:55. School doesn't start until 8:15. Why the fuck do I get up so early. Oh,yeah. My
hair. Let's just say it's takes some serious prepping to get it to stay straight. Like twenty-thirty minutes
of prepping. I hate the girl with the naturally straight, picture perfect hair,like they meant to be in a
piece of Mean Girls fan fiction. Now that I'm in high school, I'm guess it can only get worse. But with
any luck they'll be ugly when they get older. And don't give me crap about how it's bad to wish that.
You know you wished that to. Along putting these bitches in their places.
So as I was continuing rant I suddenly heard
Well,you're a long walk from my street
And I'm dying in this summer heat
I hope like hell you're waiting,waiting
Everybody's living like they're crazy in love
I'm a dizzy mess, and everything is so above me
From the floor to any life I lead today
Well,they can take,take,take the kids from the summer
But,they'll never,never,never take the summer from me
It was-
That's when I finally decided to answer the phone. But,damn I love that song.
Hello
Hey Bella
It was Frank my best friend since third grade. Now,I'm sure want you want to how we met,and if you
don't well fuck you. Well anyways, he sat across from me in class on the first day. I'd just came to
Jersey three weeks prior and was all nervous and stuff. So he comes in a misfit's shirt which I happen to
be wearing to. So we started talking, and I'm sure you can pretty much guess the rest. And I know,I
know it's pretty fucking cliché to walk in the same shirt, and shit but, it doesn't matter. It's how I met
Frankie, and I wouldn't change it for the world.
Hey Frankie
So I was thinking instead of our usual speedway coffee. We get STARBUCKS!!!!!!!! He said over
excitedly.
Frank,I think you had enough coffee already. By the way, how many have you had so far?
Haha. Your so funny. I've had none,thank you. But do you want to go?
Yeah that sounds like fun. A good morning to a horrible day.
First cheer up little emo kid. Secondly high school won't be that bad. You have me. I promise I won't
leave for the sharks. He said then giving a little giggle at the end.
Okay. I promise I won't leave you either.
Good. Now that no one's gonna die. I'll come over in fifteen minutes so be ready.
Okay.
Oh, and wear our hoodie. Okay.
Okay. Bye. See you in a minute dork. I said with a smile.
Okay. See in a minute emo kid. Try not to slit your wrists now.
I'll try not to,but I can't make any promises. The world is a sad place filled
pain,suffering,darkness,death,and evil. So I may not be able to hold on fifteen minutes.
Okay. Bye. He said laughing.
Bye.
So after we finally hung up. I went to my to grab the hoodie. It's probably one of my most prized
possession. Me and Frank made them last year. They're black and fitted. We got white markers and
paint. We put little designs and each other name's on it. I know it's kinda mushy,but whatever. But the
only thing equally as important as the hoodies are our bears. Yes,people both have teddy bears and
we're fifteen. So let me explain before you start crying from laughter. We both got them at the school
carnival in fifth grade. We gave all our tickets to buy them for each other. Ones white with a black heart
and white letters. The other is black with a white heart and black letters. And when you put the hearts
they spell “BFF”. Yeah,I know. Your heart must feel fluffier then if you just read a sappy Twilight
fanfic. By the way the bitch stole my nickname. Frankie always called me Bella, because all the other
Isabellas were called “Is”. Now every Damn Isabella is called Bella now. So only Frankie calls me
Bella. However you can call me Bell. Sorry I can't help but rant. I got it from my mama.
So after I put on some black eyeliner and soft pink lip gloss, I was ready to go. I had to go check and
make sure everything was in my wallet. I had my library card,Speedy rewards card( we go there every
morning since 7th grade),Pick N Save club card(they have cheaper candy plus me and Frank go and buy
cookies,nachos,or other stuff),My prepaid credit card(my dad got it for me when my parents divorced.
He adds about twenty to fifty dollars a week. Yet I'm still cheap.),then my student library card,And
student I.D.(I don't even have to tell you about my picture. You can pretty much guess.). So it seems I
have everything.
So I start going to the living room to wait for Frankie when my mom scream “Isabella wake up It's
time for school!” “Mom I'm ready,I'm about to leave!”I scream back. She wouldn't have heard it if I
said it to her like a normal person. “Okay!” she yelled down the stairs. “Is Frank gonna pick you
up?”She said while she made a face when she said Frank. She thinks I hang out with him to much.
“Yes,mom. He's my best friend.” “Fine” she said coldly. Whatever,I don't care what's she thinks. Insert
Fall Out Boy joke here.
Ding Dong
Ding Dong
Ding Dong
I run to the door and there's Frank. He's in a misfits T-shirt,black skinnies,black low tops,our
hoodie,and black and red eyeliner. “Well,don't you look awesome.” I said with a smile. “Of course. You
don't look too shitty yourself.” “Why,thank you.”I said while rolling my eyes. “Shouldn't we go now?”
“I was waiting for you.” he said rolling his eyes. “Go fuck yourself.”I said laughing a bit. “Already
did.” he said with a smile then started laughing. “Eeeewww!”
While we were walking to Starbucks, we talked about General Hospital.
It's really starting to look like Liz and Jason aren't gonna be together. Frankie said with a sigh.
Thank God! I hate that bitch!
You're just mad there's no more Jason and Robin.
Damn straight! Now that Robin had that baby with Patrick there's no hope!
Who do you think should be with Jason since he can't have he true love Elizabeth?
I think Sam is way better. But a rock could be better than Elizabitch!
So the conversation went pretty much like that until they got to Starbucks. We got Milky Ways and
chocolate muffins. We both got a little table in the back so we could talk.
So high school starts in about thirty-five minutes. How are you feeling Frankie? I said with some
nervousness showing through my voice.
Okay. A little nervous,but okay. Are you okay? You seem kinda scared shitless.
Well,It's just-
It's just what? You know can tell me anything Bell.
It's just everything is gonna change. And four years from now we could change our minds on the plan,
and go to different collages and never see each other again. I said about to cry. And I never cry. The last
time was in 5th grade when my mom said we were going to move. We never ended up moving,but me
and Frankie cried the whole day. Then we got the bears.
Isabella,I said I'll never leave you. And I promise that to this day. I love you more than I can put into
words. I'll never leave you. Frankie also about to cry. I have that affect on me. As he does me.
I love you too, Frankie. I will always be with you. I said smiling, tears dripping from my eyes.
Now let's toast! Frankie said while grabbing his cup.
How about to the end? I said while I grabbed my cup.
To the end? Frankie said looking at me like I was crazy.
Yes,to the end of middle school! I said with a smile.
To the end of childhood! Frankie said with a smile.
To the end of the world!
To the end of time!
To the end of our lives!
To the end of the universe!
To The End!
We said at the same time. Then we took a big sip.
To The End
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