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I just wanted you to believe that everything I did had a reason

That I never meant to cause you any pain

I’m still confused

But I miss everything we used to have

A simplicity has never been so hard to give up



I’ve given in, lost hope

My last thought had you in mind

Your not supposed to be there

But every second thought you screamed obscenities at me



I’m going to go now

Let you live the life you were meant to

I miss everything we used to have

I wanted to stop you seeing the side I didn’t know

But instead I smothered you in it



I wish I was still the one

But because I was

I couldn’t let you ruin your life



Do I feel better now?

I just want to fall to the ground

The tears still aren’t coming

And I’m still waiting round

Maybe one day



Maybe one day, I’ll say sorry

And mean it.