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If the scars remind...
Of reality past...
I'd rather not feel.

If the wound hurts more...
As you try to forget...
I'd rather not heal.

If you knew I love you...
Then walked away...
leaving my life...
so far away...
then I will never reveal.

My feelings can't take...
Another blow.
Self-confidance is running...
considerably low.
without a doubt...
I walk away...
Knowing nothing matters...
knowing...
I can't stay.

If theres nothing..
I can change...
Then what is the purpose?

If there's nothing solid
To believe...
Then why do I fight this?

If I never met you...
how would i know...
What love was really like...
so hard to let go.

When everything crumbles...
and theres no one to turn to ...
Why do i still try?

And when I say I don't love you...
how can you believe that...
when i stand here...
I die here...
I cry.