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This is based on a dream that i had. I woke up crying so i wrote a one shot about it:
I woke to a start. Looking at the clock next to my bed and hoping it would just shut up. I dragged myself out of bed. I showered quick and pulled on my red jeans, My Chemical Romance tee and black converse shoes. I listened to my iPod the rest of the morning, wondering around the house quietly singing along as i went through my morning routine. I listened to 'The Black Parade' which was the latest album from my favorite band 'My Chemical Romance'. This ban was my life. Gerard Way was my hero, Mikey Way was my present crush and Im Not Okay was my favorite song. Just as the drums kicked in at the beginning of 'Sleep' i left the house, making my way up to the train station where i would catch the train to my school. As the train pulled into the station i was singing the chorus to 'Blood' in my head and i saw my friends sitting in our normal seat by the window of the train. As i sat down i looked at my friends; Sky, who had a massive crush on Gerard Way and spent most of class writing his name on her arms, hands, books, desks and friends; Summer, who thought Chris Brown was hot and who would say 'Gee the pig' just to annoy Sky; Charlie who never really talked and that i didn't really know and Xander who just thought we where all ridiculous but loved us anyway. We talked till we got to school where we collapsed onto the lawn after climbing the steep path from the buss stop. Lara, who was one of my newest, and closest friends moved over to sit by me but stared at her feet the whole time silently. Lara was the only person ever in the world to understand me and my love for My Chemical Romance because she felt the same way. I saw tear rolling down her cheeks and she took my hand and led me away from the class group so that we stood under a small tree
"Lara! Whats up? Why ae you crying? Are you okay?" i asked with a tone of concern
"No. No, Im not okay and it will be a very very long time till i am; and soon you wont be either" she said quietly
"W-what do you m-mean?" I asked cautiously
"Last night... Last night Gerard, Mikey, Frank, Bob and Ray where together in a car, driving through LA when a truck going 150 miles and hour lost control and hit them..." she choked on a tear "Everyone was killed instantly..." she choked again and looked up at me, tears streaming down her face
"W-what? No! No! No your lying! You've got to be lying! Please tell me its not true. Please!" i cried collapsing to the ground tears streaming down my face, taking my eyeliner with it and staining my cheeks with a thin black streak. I looked and saw the whole class go quiet and look as Lara sat next to me and we softly cried into each others arms.
I could feel my heart breaking painfully in two as we sat through each class, not listening or paying attention cause frankly i didnt give a fuck. I don't care about Geography. I don't want to learn Maths. I don't think French is necessary and i don't give a fuck about PD.
When i got home i ran straight to my room and lay on my bed listening to my MCR songs over and over again listening to Gerard's voice that usually says to me 'It's okay. Everything will be okay in the end.' but this time i knew it wouldnt.
When i didnt come down to dinner my dad came up to my room to see if i was okay
"Whats up?" he asked as he sat on the edge of my bed and stroked my hair in a very paternal way
"My world is collapsing around me and im not strong enough to hold it up" i said
"What do you mean?" he asked, confused
"Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Frank Iero, Bob Bryar and Ray Toro died in a car accident last night" i whispered
"Oh... Okay... Would you like to be left alone?" he asked softly
"Yeah..." i whispered
"Okay... We'll save you some dinner if you feel like eating it later" he said getting up and giving me faint smile "Get better honey... I want you to be happy" he said before leaving the room.
Every word that Gerard sang, every riff that Ray played, every bass line Mikey played, every rhythm Frank played and every beat Bob hit made me happy. I would never meet them, never hear their new music... They where gone... And they where never coming back...
I walked downstairs to get some water when i was stopped by my mother
"Oh baby..." she said in her maternal voice, giving me a hug as i burst into fresh tears "It's okay honey you'll find another band with anther good looking singer and you'll forget this whole thing" she said holding me as i cried into her shoulder
"What?" i asked pulling away from her "What are yu saying? Are you telling me to forget? Just forget? You have no idea do you? No fucking idea! You know nothing about me!! Do you honestly think i like them because Gerard is hot? I love them for what they stand for, what they said. They where the most amazing people. They kept me sane, kept me happy. I love them more than anything in the world. ANYTHING! They where my support, they where my world; and do you know what happens when you take the support out of a building or something? It collapses! It falls over, Its broken and cannot be fixed. So you cannot tell me that its all okay!" i yelled tears still running down my face
"Oh... I understand" was all she could say
"NO!! No you dont! They where my everything and you thought i liked them because Gerard way is hot!! So dont you DARE tell me that you understand!" i yelled and ran upstairs and flopped back onto my bed...
Monday th 16th of March 2009, four weeks before Gerard's 32nd birthday was the day that hundreds of thousands of people all over the world felt their worlds collapse around them, and their hearts break at the news of the deaths of five people. Five heroes who where their everything...
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Well peeps that was my dream. See why i cried? I hope you liked it :D
I woke to a start. Looking at the clock next to my bed and hoping it would just shut up. I dragged myself out of bed. I showered quick and pulled on my red jeans, My Chemical Romance tee and black converse shoes. I listened to my iPod the rest of the morning, wondering around the house quietly singing along as i went through my morning routine. I listened to 'The Black Parade' which was the latest album from my favorite band 'My Chemical Romance'. This ban was my life. Gerard Way was my hero, Mikey Way was my present crush and Im Not Okay was my favorite song. Just as the drums kicked in at the beginning of 'Sleep' i left the house, making my way up to the train station where i would catch the train to my school. As the train pulled into the station i was singing the chorus to 'Blood' in my head and i saw my friends sitting in our normal seat by the window of the train. As i sat down i looked at my friends; Sky, who had a massive crush on Gerard Way and spent most of class writing his name on her arms, hands, books, desks and friends; Summer, who thought Chris Brown was hot and who would say 'Gee the pig' just to annoy Sky; Charlie who never really talked and that i didn't really know and Xander who just thought we where all ridiculous but loved us anyway. We talked till we got to school where we collapsed onto the lawn after climbing the steep path from the buss stop. Lara, who was one of my newest, and closest friends moved over to sit by me but stared at her feet the whole time silently. Lara was the only person ever in the world to understand me and my love for My Chemical Romance because she felt the same way. I saw tear rolling down her cheeks and she took my hand and led me away from the class group so that we stood under a small tree
"Lara! Whats up? Why ae you crying? Are you okay?" i asked with a tone of concern
"No. No, Im not okay and it will be a very very long time till i am; and soon you wont be either" she said quietly
"W-what do you m-mean?" I asked cautiously
"Last night... Last night Gerard, Mikey, Frank, Bob and Ray where together in a car, driving through LA when a truck going 150 miles and hour lost control and hit them..." she choked on a tear "Everyone was killed instantly..." she choked again and looked up at me, tears streaming down her face
"W-what? No! No! No your lying! You've got to be lying! Please tell me its not true. Please!" i cried collapsing to the ground tears streaming down my face, taking my eyeliner with it and staining my cheeks with a thin black streak. I looked and saw the whole class go quiet and look as Lara sat next to me and we softly cried into each others arms.
I could feel my heart breaking painfully in two as we sat through each class, not listening or paying attention cause frankly i didnt give a fuck. I don't care about Geography. I don't want to learn Maths. I don't think French is necessary and i don't give a fuck about PD.
When i got home i ran straight to my room and lay on my bed listening to my MCR songs over and over again listening to Gerard's voice that usually says to me 'It's okay. Everything will be okay in the end.' but this time i knew it wouldnt.
When i didnt come down to dinner my dad came up to my room to see if i was okay
"Whats up?" he asked as he sat on the edge of my bed and stroked my hair in a very paternal way
"My world is collapsing around me and im not strong enough to hold it up" i said
"What do you mean?" he asked, confused
"Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Frank Iero, Bob Bryar and Ray Toro died in a car accident last night" i whispered
"Oh... Okay... Would you like to be left alone?" he asked softly
"Yeah..." i whispered
"Okay... We'll save you some dinner if you feel like eating it later" he said getting up and giving me faint smile "Get better honey... I want you to be happy" he said before leaving the room.
Every word that Gerard sang, every riff that Ray played, every bass line Mikey played, every rhythm Frank played and every beat Bob hit made me happy. I would never meet them, never hear their new music... They where gone... And they where never coming back...
I walked downstairs to get some water when i was stopped by my mother
"Oh baby..." she said in her maternal voice, giving me a hug as i burst into fresh tears "It's okay honey you'll find another band with anther good looking singer and you'll forget this whole thing" she said holding me as i cried into her shoulder
"What?" i asked pulling away from her "What are yu saying? Are you telling me to forget? Just forget? You have no idea do you? No fucking idea! You know nothing about me!! Do you honestly think i like them because Gerard is hot? I love them for what they stand for, what they said. They where the most amazing people. They kept me sane, kept me happy. I love them more than anything in the world. ANYTHING! They where my support, they where my world; and do you know what happens when you take the support out of a building or something? It collapses! It falls over, Its broken and cannot be fixed. So you cannot tell me that its all okay!" i yelled tears still running down my face
"Oh... I understand" was all she could say
"NO!! No you dont! They where my everything and you thought i liked them because Gerard way is hot!! So dont you DARE tell me that you understand!" i yelled and ran upstairs and flopped back onto my bed...
Monday th 16th of March 2009, four weeks before Gerard's 32nd birthday was the day that hundreds of thousands of people all over the world felt their worlds collapse around them, and their hearts break at the news of the deaths of five people. Five heroes who where their everything...
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Well peeps that was my dream. See why i cried? I hope you liked it :D
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