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chapter fucking four people !
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3 Months later
SO, it's been two months since i moved to Chicago. I actually grew to like it. wow! I didn't
think I would last this long. Time has changed alot: my mom and dad are closer; my brother who lives in Florida is having another kid; I am like totally close to the guys; they have been performing some small shows with their band; they now have a title.
Patrick and me are pretty close, he comes over to my house like every night and just chills with me and my bro. We just get along so well, Joe told me he likes me more than a friend. I had to turn him down, I didn't wanna get his hopes up. We're like brother and sister now, i love that guy actually. He's sooooo random and acts soo retarded. Pete is like an older brother to me, he is always looking out for me. He helps me with homework and he taught me how to play some songs on his bass, which is awesome. He's soo funny and good to have around when your sad because he knows how to cheer you up. Andy is awesome, he just rocks. He's the best guy ever, he's good to have around when you need help with a problem but right now I'm begining to have a problem that I can't seem to fix...
Well, recently i have been getting into some crap, you know the usual teen spirit. I've been getting up late at nights and drinking alcohol. I know it's wrong for someone my age but i feel like it's needed even though it's not. I have to stop but i can't...
I was sitting at the park alone, It was 11 o'clock at night. I just sat there on the swing not thinking about the danger of being myself and being female. I heard footsteps behind me, I couldn't care less who it was, actually. Then i knew it wasn't someone to be afraid of.
"Hayley what are you doing here at eleven at night?" Patrick asked quietly
"I could ask you the same question, but it would be pointless" I laughed
"Well...?" He questioned
"Emm I don't know, I always come here at night when I need time to think, you know" I said quietly
"What's wrong Hayley?" He questioned sitting on the swing next to me
"Nothing, I'm f-fine" I stuttered
"No your not, please tell me" He was now getting louder
"I'm fine Patrick, please" I said getting louder now
"No your not please tell me!" He almost shouted
"I'M FINE NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I screamed and ran off
"HAYLEY COME BACK HERE! I'M SORRY, JUST PLEASE STOP RUNNING!" I heard him shouting from behind, while running after me
After about five minutes I gave up running, I couldn't do it anymore. I just stopped and realised I had no clue where I was. I turned round to check if Patrick was still chasing me. When I saw he was close by I sat down on the ground. I was scared now, not of any weird people, of myself really. I had become a different person in the last few weeks and I didn't like it.
"Hayley, please don't run again, I can't keep up with you and if you get hurt I will never forgive myself okay, please don't run again" He said while trying to catch his breath
"I'm fucked up, I just keep fucking up my life and theres nothing I can do right now, I'm so lost and confused and I don't even know why I'm doing this anymore. I need help or someone to talk to but I can't bring myself to say it, not aloud anyways" I said while breaking down and crying. Patrick sat down next to me and pulled me into a hug, a tight one that was too comforting for a friendly hug. I didn't know what to say now.
"Hayley, please talk to me. I want to help you okay" He whispered into my ear as i cried
"I just can't, I'm soo, sorry but I can't do this yet, I promise i'll tell you sometime but not yet" I sniffed the air
"Okay Hayley I don't wanna force you into this, but I'm always gonna be here for you okay" He smiled
"I know" I smiled back
That moment everything seemed so clear, I looked into his eyes and just forgot my problems. He looked back with a smile on his lips, as we drew closer all I could think was 'OMG OMG OMG' before I knew it we were like an inch apart. Without hesitation we closed the space between us, the kiss was amazing. I was breathless, dizzy and feeling sick before it even ended. I wrapped my arms around him in the heat of the moment, I didn't even know I wanted this but I did. I wanted it badly.
Before I knew it he pushed me off him. Confused to why I asked him what was wrong.
"What's wrong Patrick?" I asked scared
"Why do I taste Vodka on your breath?" He squinted his eyes at me
"Umm I-I ughh emm ughh" I looked around for an escape
"HAYLEY! ANSWER" He shouted
"THAT'S MY FUCKING PROBLEM OKAY!" I screamed then got up and ran as fast as I could not stoping this time
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Chapter five coming soon, wait and read to find out what happens
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3 Months later
SO, it's been two months since i moved to Chicago. I actually grew to like it. wow! I didn't
think I would last this long. Time has changed alot: my mom and dad are closer; my brother who lives in Florida is having another kid; I am like totally close to the guys; they have been performing some small shows with their band; they now have a title.
Patrick and me are pretty close, he comes over to my house like every night and just chills with me and my bro. We just get along so well, Joe told me he likes me more than a friend. I had to turn him down, I didn't wanna get his hopes up. We're like brother and sister now, i love that guy actually. He's sooooo random and acts soo retarded. Pete is like an older brother to me, he is always looking out for me. He helps me with homework and he taught me how to play some songs on his bass, which is awesome. He's soo funny and good to have around when your sad because he knows how to cheer you up. Andy is awesome, he just rocks. He's the best guy ever, he's good to have around when you need help with a problem but right now I'm begining to have a problem that I can't seem to fix...
Well, recently i have been getting into some crap, you know the usual teen spirit. I've been getting up late at nights and drinking alcohol. I know it's wrong for someone my age but i feel like it's needed even though it's not. I have to stop but i can't...
I was sitting at the park alone, It was 11 o'clock at night. I just sat there on the swing not thinking about the danger of being myself and being female. I heard footsteps behind me, I couldn't care less who it was, actually. Then i knew it wasn't someone to be afraid of.
"Hayley what are you doing here at eleven at night?" Patrick asked quietly
"I could ask you the same question, but it would be pointless" I laughed
"Well...?" He questioned
"Emm I don't know, I always come here at night when I need time to think, you know" I said quietly
"What's wrong Hayley?" He questioned sitting on the swing next to me
"Nothing, I'm f-fine" I stuttered
"No your not, please tell me" He was now getting louder
"I'm fine Patrick, please" I said getting louder now
"No your not please tell me!" He almost shouted
"I'M FINE NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I screamed and ran off
"HAYLEY COME BACK HERE! I'M SORRY, JUST PLEASE STOP RUNNING!" I heard him shouting from behind, while running after me
After about five minutes I gave up running, I couldn't do it anymore. I just stopped and realised I had no clue where I was. I turned round to check if Patrick was still chasing me. When I saw he was close by I sat down on the ground. I was scared now, not of any weird people, of myself really. I had become a different person in the last few weeks and I didn't like it.
"Hayley, please don't run again, I can't keep up with you and if you get hurt I will never forgive myself okay, please don't run again" He said while trying to catch his breath
"I'm fucked up, I just keep fucking up my life and theres nothing I can do right now, I'm so lost and confused and I don't even know why I'm doing this anymore. I need help or someone to talk to but I can't bring myself to say it, not aloud anyways" I said while breaking down and crying. Patrick sat down next to me and pulled me into a hug, a tight one that was too comforting for a friendly hug. I didn't know what to say now.
"Hayley, please talk to me. I want to help you okay" He whispered into my ear as i cried
"I just can't, I'm soo, sorry but I can't do this yet, I promise i'll tell you sometime but not yet" I sniffed the air
"Okay Hayley I don't wanna force you into this, but I'm always gonna be here for you okay" He smiled
"I know" I smiled back
That moment everything seemed so clear, I looked into his eyes and just forgot my problems. He looked back with a smile on his lips, as we drew closer all I could think was 'OMG OMG OMG' before I knew it we were like an inch apart. Without hesitation we closed the space between us, the kiss was amazing. I was breathless, dizzy and feeling sick before it even ended. I wrapped my arms around him in the heat of the moment, I didn't even know I wanted this but I did. I wanted it badly.
Before I knew it he pushed me off him. Confused to why I asked him what was wrong.
"What's wrong Patrick?" I asked scared
"Why do I taste Vodka on your breath?" He squinted his eyes at me
"Umm I-I ughh emm ughh" I looked around for an escape
"HAYLEY! ANSWER" He shouted
"THAT'S MY FUCKING PROBLEM OKAY!" I screamed then got up and ran as fast as I could not stoping this time
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Chapter five coming soon, wait and read to find out what happens
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