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I didn’t know what to say. I had noticed my weight going down but I felt as strong as ever. A few thoughts passed through my mind but only one seemed possible. He didn’t like the way I looked. I was too thin for him, maybe my bones were sticking out and hurting him.
I looked down between our bodies. As I lay flat on the mattress, I could see my hips bones jutting forward to meet Gerard’s.
I slid out from under him and ran to the bathroom. I dropped, sobbing on the floor. Gerard knocked on the door quietly.
‘Babe. What’s the matter?’ He called in. I sobbed harder. I knew I was jumping to conclusions and I should go back out there to confront him but I couldn’t. One part of my brain was telling me to go talk to him but the other convinced me he hated how thin I was.
I dragged my body from the floor, leaning against the basin for support. My face was stained with tears, my cheeks a little sunken in. How could I have missed this?!
‘Frankie, let me in. Please, baby.’ Gerard's voice was thick and nasally, like he had been crying.
‘No! I’m ugly!’ I roared at the door. Only after hearing myself, I realized how stupid I was being. I sighed and trudged to the door, unlocking it and letting it swing open. Gerard was leaning against the door frame, tears dripping down his face. The second he saw me, he threw his arms around me and pulled me closer into a bone crushing hug… or his attempt to keep me from running away.
‘You’re not ugly. You’re so beautiful, baby. I love you so much!’ He breathed into my hair as I pressed my face into his neck.
‘I’m sorry, Gee. I just freaked out. Why didn’t you tell me I was so thin? So… sickly?’ I mumbled into his skin.
‘Frank…. I….. I don’t know what to say. You’re not sickly and it’s my fault you’re so thin. I try to ease up but I can’t and I’m so fucking sorry.’
‘I love you. So much.’ I whispered into his neck, kissing the flesh that was exposed to my lips.
‘I love you too.’
‘Let’s go lay down.’ I suggested, just wanting to relax. My body was tense from the pressure.
‘Okay.’ He took my hand and gently pulled me down the hall.
Really short, i know but i needed to get back into this and i'm also busy watching Scarred. xox E
I looked down between our bodies. As I lay flat on the mattress, I could see my hips bones jutting forward to meet Gerard’s.
I slid out from under him and ran to the bathroom. I dropped, sobbing on the floor. Gerard knocked on the door quietly.
‘Babe. What’s the matter?’ He called in. I sobbed harder. I knew I was jumping to conclusions and I should go back out there to confront him but I couldn’t. One part of my brain was telling me to go talk to him but the other convinced me he hated how thin I was.
I dragged my body from the floor, leaning against the basin for support. My face was stained with tears, my cheeks a little sunken in. How could I have missed this?!
‘Frankie, let me in. Please, baby.’ Gerard's voice was thick and nasally, like he had been crying.
‘No! I’m ugly!’ I roared at the door. Only after hearing myself, I realized how stupid I was being. I sighed and trudged to the door, unlocking it and letting it swing open. Gerard was leaning against the door frame, tears dripping down his face. The second he saw me, he threw his arms around me and pulled me closer into a bone crushing hug… or his attempt to keep me from running away.
‘You’re not ugly. You’re so beautiful, baby. I love you so much!’ He breathed into my hair as I pressed my face into his neck.
‘I’m sorry, Gee. I just freaked out. Why didn’t you tell me I was so thin? So… sickly?’ I mumbled into his skin.
‘Frank…. I….. I don’t know what to say. You’re not sickly and it’s my fault you’re so thin. I try to ease up but I can’t and I’m so fucking sorry.’
‘I love you. So much.’ I whispered into his neck, kissing the flesh that was exposed to my lips.
‘I love you too.’
‘Let’s go lay down.’ I suggested, just wanting to relax. My body was tense from the pressure.
‘Okay.’ He took my hand and gently pulled me down the hall.
Really short, i know but i needed to get back into this and i'm also busy watching Scarred. xox E
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